If the feeling is gone, what's next? I don't wanna hurt you but you love me very much that I'm pretty sure you will be. We've been through a lot and changes happened by so fast. Can't you see? You changed a lot but what about me? I don't wanna be selfish anymore, I want you but yet you're so far, I can't hold on much longer. I hate myself to be doing this to you but I can't pretend everything's fine with me eventhough it's not.
I'm not happy where we are. If you're thinkin' I have someone new, no, I don't have any. It's just the me inside that wants to let go for you to be happy. Maybe now is not the right time for us coz come to think of it, we are still afraid to announce to the whole world that we care for each other. I, myself, is hesitant because I know it's mostly my fault to drag you into this in the first place, telling everybody you're my freakin' relative while in fact you're not and then I fell in love with you and it's just plain stupid of me for creating this mess. I love you so much that I hate myself for dragging you to my pitholes and I'm so sorry. So now, I have to bring you back to the surface again and let you continue the life you're destined to have. If I'll be in that destiny then we'll see each other again.
Serendipity doesn't always work for happy endings alone. You got to sacrifice the one you love for that love to find it's way back, hoping someday, hoping it will be. I'll have to set you free for love to find us back together again. Go find your real happiness, and I'll find mine. Don't stop everything just coz I'm not with you anymore for that's quite pathetic. You have to strive hard and reach what you have to reach. There's more to life, let's live it! Hope this enlightens your path. You'll always be a part of me, my dearest friend. I'll cherish our friendship and love for a lifetime. No regrets.