Small World.

NICE MEETING AND TALKING TO YOU LIB!!! IT WAS SHORT BUT THANKS AGAIN... OH KELOYD!!!! INGGIT KA NOH! hehehehhehee...

Updates.

So far OK naman here. School started last week and so I was heck busy na kaagad. D ko naman alam na maski 1 summer subject lang eh, mahirap pa rin pla. It's hard getting used to living here again. I thought it's just going to be a breeze coming back here and just plainly living here. Pero nagkamali ako, hindi na pla ako sanay because I was so comfortable to doing things on my own that I forgot how it is living here na people do it for you. Sa bahay pa lang, I have a helper who cooks, washes my clothes and clean my room for me. Sa labas naman, in a resto or a fast food place, I was used to putting away my tray after I eat, dito, there are really personnels whose job description is to put away those and clean the table. And at the gasoline station, people put gas in your car for you as well.

Sometimes I just smile when I think how different my lives are and how lucky I am to be living both worlds. I thank God all the time for these blessings.

ANYWAY... in the lighter side of view.....

Last Saturday, my friends (The HB's aka Hello Boys) and I went out for some drinks. And all of us ended up getting drunk not knowing how many mixed drinks we had since we were hanging out at the bar, and we have a "suki" bartender who gives us whatever drink we see him mix. hahahaha! Grabe ang trip pare! And since I was still from the fiesta that afternoon and imbibed 3 light beers there, I was the worse drunk of 'em all. I was still able to drive myself home, and thanks to my "special friend" (hihi) as he followed me with his car home. The next morning..I mean 2 hours later since I went home around 4am already, I ended up puking the hell up. Hang over is sooo shitty man! hehehe. But it was the best letting out since I got here. At least nawala ng panandalian ang aking mga lungkot na nadarama.

Thanks HBs! hope you guys are OK na rin. hehehe! drink lots of fluid and biogesic and zantac! hehe. Tuloy ang saya...

Bittersweet Journey Begins

4/3 - Tears seemed to flow endlessly as I bid each of my family good-by. I couldn't let go. I don't wanna let go. It hurts so bad. I hated myself for leaving them. Not a part of my body and soul was happy nor excited. I couldn't stop thinking of those sad faces from my siblings as they waved at me when I was already waiting in line at the security check pre-boarding area. I waved the longest wave of my life as I stare at all of them for the last time. By the time I was walking towards Gate 4 final boarding area I was a mess. It was the hardest walking away of my life. I felt so alone. I am alone. I was ready to run back and just don't leave but I reminded myself that I need to do this.

As I was scrutinizing the crowd around me, I hardly found anyone in the same position as I was -- sad, torn apart, all cried out and hurting. Many were all smiles and with their family which sadden me even more. As I sat down on my seat inside the plane, tears began flowing again. And as the plane took off, I looked outside the window for the last time and looked away. I couldn't imagine how many tears I've cried out that evening. I've never been exhausted in my life and yet I hardly slept. It was the longest travel I've ever taken even though it was only an approximate 11hrs with a technical stop of 45minutes in Guam.

I'm Gonna Miss Yall.

IT was sooooooo fun last Saturday, my going-away party. It was primarily supposed to be held at Dave & Busters (a fancy resto where you can drink and its for people 21 and older) but due to work schedules and "tardiness" (hehe!) by the time we were about to go in, there were already a lot of people waiting to be seated. So we decided to head over to a fast food instead coz we were sooo famished and waiting for at least another hour was already ridiculous!

SO can you imagine the ladies, wearing heeled shoes-strappy sandals, going to a drive thru WENDY'S at 10 in the evening?!!?!? hahaha, so funny! There were 10 of us(2 guys at the back compartment) went and ordered in the drive thru. We were sooo loud at the order machine so the manager told us to just move up front at the window and order there. OMG it was embarrassing and yet we just didn't care! We were so glad that the manager was patient and understood our sillyness and uber loudness. He even gave us a thumbs up while we were taking pictures in front of WENDY'S were we sat down and ate (the store was already close but there were seats outside).

IT was the best despidida party ever! So random and so unpredictable when I'm with these guys....they really did a good job making it one of the memorable trippin's we had together and actually it was the first time we saw each other again in how many months! Everyone had fun. After eating we watched the last full show of Blades Of Glory starring Will Ferrell. It was a silly movie, somewhat corny but whattaheck we just want to have a fun night and it surely paid off. I'm gonna miss these guys!!! My heart is sad but sometimes life leads us somewhere first and then back again to what we call "home". They will always be there when I get back so I'm not bidding off a good-bye. It's just a "SEE YA'LL LATER"!

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