What's Up With My Friends Today?

Early this morning (9am is still early for me hehe), my cellphone was already bombarded by text messages and sad to say I haven't placed it in a mode conducive for sleeping and so it alerted what seemed to be like every minute. So with my eyes still closed, I tapped the space beside me for my annoying cellphone. I was about to read it when I can't seem to open my right eye! I was like damn, this is not good. I jumped out of my bed and headed to the mirror. There it was, my right eye soring red.. ARRGGGGHHH!!! "ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!" was the first sentence I muttered today. I have a sore right eye. I didn't know where I got it from, probably from the jeepney I rode yesterday after I went to mass, or wherever. I can't seem to get away with this virus everytime, this is my second time this year (when I went home in PI) that I had gotten this dreaded thing.

Good thing I still have Maxitrol... yeah I recommend this eye drop because it works faster than 2days max, trust me. Although you have to really follow the dosaging and instructions since this medication is a bit strong, duh that's why it's heck effective too. So back to the hoarding messages, it was all invitations.. OH GOODY! One was from Ching which was quite of a short notice, luncheon for her lola's anniversary and also her very late birthday celebration and the second one was from my friends in class, inviting me to go swimming with them. I loved to go to these two events if it weren't for my damn ailments. So I replied NO to the invitations of course. Now my other friends who were also invited to the said events mentioned texted if I was coming. When I told them NO I WASN'T COZ I HAVE SORE EYES, they texted back that they weren't coming too since I'm not coming. I was like whhaaaaatttttt?!?!?!?!

Since when did I become so special that I have the last say on things these days...They just said it wasn't fun enough if I weren't around. Well duh, I'm not exactly fun, I'm quiet as a mouse my existence won't even be noticed till I do something clumsy and they're saying it's no fun without me. HAHAHA! So funny my friends.. all of my friends actually had the same reaction. The swimming invitation was supposed to be cancelled too coz I wasn't gonna come, until I pleaded it will make me feel bad if it wasn't pushed through just cause I wasn't coming.

Oh brotha! What have they all eaten today??? Probably it's the election going on that's making them weird.

I merely shrugged my shoulders and heave a little chuckle. *winks*

La..di..di..da..da..

Happy Sunday everyone! Did you, Catholics, go to church today? You should have. I didn't know it was nice to hear mass in the morning, it's so refreshing. I attended the 10:30am mass by the way, not the usual 4:30 or 5:30pm mass. I went with a friend and so I was obliged to wake up early *grins*. But as I said, I liked it, so I'm going to make it a 10:30am Sunday habit already, woohoo!

I missed a call from Daddy today, he then texted he'll try to call again tomorrow. I guess I was busy rummaging the ukay2x at SM (it was the last day sale) that I lost track of my beeping cellphone my bad *winks* Sucks I didn't have much allowance left to really do some major shopping, what do ya expect, it's still sembreak, no allowance haha! I can't wait till Tuesday, so that I can already enrol. I still have 2 minor 1st year subjects to take, imagine! And to think I'm already loaded with my block subjects. Which I am happy about actually so that it'll pre-occupy my lagging life.

Can't wait to attend my cousin's wedding next January hehe, I know it's a long way to go, but I am excited cause I'm the "wedding singer" haven't done anything like that in years! Bit rusty so I have to brush up a bit. I'm still looking for an accompaniment since musical instruments and I clash so much. haha. Probably my uncle will do the honor. That, I'm looking forward. Which brings me to the fact that I'm not even sure yet if I can go home this December, the ratings' down and this awful things happening in our country again. Scary. Sad.

Welcome to tight security again. I should say.

Oh My Bug!

I'm having a bit of a sore throat and tonsilitis and it's difficult to swallow even just my own saliva. Arrggghh. This is the boringest weekend ever, I don't know how many more of this boring days could I take besides the fact that even malling or window shopping I'm not even the slightest bit of enthusiastic about it. I'd still rather stay home and change the skins of my, I forgot how many, sites I have in the cyberworld. And I still my VW bug is still under major reconstruction. Which brings me, maybe you can help me decide which color should I paint my vintage 1973 VW bug with. I mean I already have a color in mind but let's see how you'd want it colored. It was a RED-ORANGE before.

I know some are awesome bugs but I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHICH COLOR WOULD YOU PREFER if you were me. Just for fun!
1.
2.
3.
4.

I know there are a lot more colors to choose from, but those are the colors I want you guys to decide from. Comment starts now. LOL.

Thinking Of You.

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise
You're the last thing I think of
When I close my eyes

You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move you make

You're an angel from above
who takes away my pain
My love for you is so strong
It's always just the same

You're the miracle in my life
Who can always make me smile
Just knowing that you care
Makes my life worth-while

You've touched my heart and soul
Which you have from the start
Your warm soft words
Will never leave my heart

You are everything I want
You're so pure and true
I love you with everything I have
And I love everything that you do.

It's Real.

I don't know how to react when we went to one of our professor's house the other day to try to catch him to sign our clearance which he was supposed to be the one signing in school but due to the fact that he was running for barangay kagawad in their barangay we decided to visit his place instead 'cause he was probably heck busy.

Not that we were eeky about it, but to our surprise he lives in a major squatter's area, the narrow way was dirty, and the neighboring people though friendly, we're looking kinda like those seen on the news. Since he was running for candidacy, the people there knew where his house was. As we approach his house their were little stickers of his name and face on most of the walls and gates and doors.

We stopped at the red grilled door and saw his purple barong hanging on their wall inside and said to ourselves, this was the place.

It was a rundown. As we peeped through the opened door, we saw how poor our professor was. I, myself, knew that being a teacher didn't pay much but I never expected this kind of situation from a professor who's about to graduate from his doctorate degree.

Tsk..Tsk..Tsk.. I felt a pang of pity and sadness to this professional. We always laugh at him because he's this kind of professor who sells snacks to his students every break time and you can also pay it later if you don't have enough money. Just list it as debt. I never understood those times why this professor would do that...but now I know.

Real people living in real situations such as this.

Damn.

Stellar Grade

Ampf! Clearance week...I hate the signing of clearance part of school, coz its suppose to be sembreak already but still we have to go to school coz of this clearance thingahmajig. But in fairness, I conquered my forseen grade of UNO! haha. Thanks to the mornings and afternoons in Bo's Coffee Club..their caffeine didn't let me down haha!

I still have to finish up my lab manual and drawing, stupid prof, didn't give us the table of contents for the drawings he wanted us to submit, now we're like crazy drawing everything in a supposed to be sembreak already. Gosh, I need to get this done by tomorrow or Friday morning coz next week is already enrollment week. See how fast it is????!!! Arrrgghhh. But I like it anyway, coz don't like staying home much, it's boring. Like to have school so as time will fly by fast and I can graduate already and earn! hehehe. Yeh yeh life must go on still! mwaaaahhh.

Nyt Everyone!

Beachy Party Sembreak 07

WOoh! Kapoy (tiring)! We went to the beach today and it was loads of fun! I haven't been to the beach since I got here in the Philippines and it felt good yesterday. I missed the dark sandy beach. hahaha! Medyo sawa na kasi ako sa white eh..para maiba naman. whehe! Anyway, I thought only a few people will go, but it turned out we had quite a number of people who came. Thanks guys for coming and having fun.

In Bullet Form.

* Sembreak na woohoo!

* 5 days to go and mah boo's coming home! (onli for a few days, but the heck! hehe)

* Beach outing tomorrow!

* Octoberfest this weekend!

* Clearance signing and getting of grades...yikes did I pass kaya?

Those are the things and moments I'm looking forward this week. I can't wait, let's make it rockin! \m/

Still Yawning.

Multi tasking again so early in the morning. I'm reviewing for an achievement test on Monday which was pretty much random since my professor texted me last night he'll be having one aside from the final exam we'll be having tomorrow that was already scheduled beforehand. Arrrggghhh. Good thing he believes in my capabilities that he warned me he'll be giving one on Monday.. hahaha! As usual...high expectation he doesn't want me to fail. hahaha!

My dad texted me so early in the morning today, probably that's why I wasn't able to get back to sleep again. He just texted because he misses me and he said both he and mom were busy working the past weeks. He asked me how my grades were, how I'm doing and that business isn't good, dollar is down and so probably my volkswagen will still be pending its repair.

If only I had a part time job or something right now so as I can buy myself a secondhand car or something huhuhu sucks not having a car while you're wearing all white everyday and having this big huge bag that makes me look like a person who goes around yelling "mam, sir, special offer!" hahaha! Man..I missed it back home. Everything is just within reach there. If you want to work, you just passed your resume wherever and in the next 3days they'll call you if you can already work that day. What a luxury. Here? All I do is eat and sleep and be pampered by our helper. It bugs me sometimes. Any of you watching KC Concepcion show? In Pinas she's a princess but back in Paris, she has to do everything on her own, learn everything on her own and live like other people would. That's how I feel. Guess I still haven't adjusted back to this two worlds I'm blessed to be experiencing yet. Why did I even decide to go back here? hahaha! All I know is that God made it possible for me to finish my mission here. He directed me another path to try my luck and see how it works. He is the only one who knows my whole story.

Anyway, I only had a few hours of sleep since I still chilled out with my girlfriends last night, had some drink or two but it wasn't the usual bar mixed drinks,twas beer..so my girlfriends were kinda drunk and fast. hahaha! I didn't know what's gotten into them last night, they ordered beer for some reason. They don't usually do that but I didn't mind at all. Whatever hehe. I even drove myself home that night coz the owner of the car, was still shaking herself out of the booze she drank and I live the farthest, so she had time to recuperate a bit. Sucks I can't speed up too much though coz the passengers were already lightheaded and they know my reputation when you put me on the wheels..so half the time they we're telling me to slow down. Man, I missed my sports car. *winkz*

BUTTERFLY KISSES.

Because of the sole request of my blind bloggista friend and he really did admit he's blind which I quote him saying

pakichange naman ng font ng blog mo, di ko mabasa, bulag ako bulag..

, I decided to put his misery away. Kawawa naman hindi na cya makapagcomment ng maayos. haha! O ayan na keloyd, masaya ka na??? Actually I kinda like my new layiee, I love butterflies and this fits. So gay nga lang ang color, pink.. hehe ok lang, punkista naman ang dating.

Anyway, I was pissed on our finals awhile ago, I thought I got it all in the bag, ang buwisit...hirap pala ng TRUE/FALSE on both lecture and skills! While my classmates were stuck in identification and matching, ako ni simpleng T/F hindi pa ako sure! haha. Kakaloka. Pero hayaan mo na, pasado na ako dun. Don't really wanna concern myself with grades, kanila na lang yan! Although...we still have to go back next Thursday for our overall grades and evaluation...arrrggghhh eh kung bumaba nga ako, I'm sure they will very much tease me. Hirap kasi maging UNO haha. Kakabuwisit emaintain.

Since sembreak na, I'll try making some poems again, napansin ko, whenever I'm inlove I can't seem to write a poem about it, or how I'm feeling. Mas masarap kasi gumawa ng poem na bitter ka. haha mas may dating. Nakokornihan ako kung inlove eh. haha. Pero try ko nga. ANONG PLANS KO THIS SEMESTRAL BREAK???? Well, gusto kong gumala, go to a place or something..alam mo naman ako, makate lagi ang paa. Gusto ko sana Tagaytay, lalo pa't na feature to minsan sa RATED K na maganda at parang HongKong style kasi may cable cars. Hindi pa kasi ako nakakasakay dun haha patawad po. hehe! Meron pa nga akong gusto, Asian countries naman sana ang titirahin ko... kaya lang la akong enough budget.... HMMMM... makahingi nga. try lang. hahaha!

I'm ssoooooo borrreeedddd.. MagBORACAY na lang kaya ako. Pwede rin! haha. Naku puro plano. Meron naman kayang patutunguhan to. *rolling eyes and smiles*

Oooovvveerrrrr ha.

Pumunta ako ng school maski wala naman kaming class today coz nagtext sa amin ang class chairman kahapon na pinapapunta kaming section J sa school dahil our adviser wants to give out our prelim and midterm grades. Nung kaharap ko na ang adviser namin kanina:
Sir Ace: "Oh kailangan mo pa ba malaman ang grade mo?" sabay smile sa akin.

Naku ha.. pupunta pa ba naman ako doon kung ayokong malaman ang grades ko helloo. But anyway tuloy smile pa rin ako at he continued, saying:

Sir Ace: "Ms. Moieee I'm sad because bumaba ang grades mo this midterm."

Biglang sumikip ang dibdib ko at napalulon ng laway,

Moieee: "Talaga Sir? Bakit ano po ba ang mga grades ko?"

Sir Ace: "Nung prelims, 95 ka, ngayong midterms eh 94 ka na lang."

Imbis na nanlaki ang aking mga mata sa gulat, naningkit sa katatawa inside! Ok lang cya?!?! yun lang sad na cya??? Ala eh kala ko ba naman eh kung gaano na kababa eh!

Moieee: "What??? 1 point lang, ngee you made it sound like ang baba ng binagsak Sir."

At dagdag sabi pa niya before ako umalis na dapat itaas ko daw ang grades ko sa finals. Nagpasalamat ako at nung mga malayo-layo na ako sa office, sabay napatawa ako ng malakas, di ko na kinaya ang pagka-OA nang aking mga clinical instructors and adviser. Buti naman sana kung may ka amor-amor ako sa mga honor honor na yan eh, wala naman! At saka d rin naman pwde kasi transferee ako. I just want to pass. Bahala na ang award at kung ano pa dyan, mahalaga sa akin ngayon is to earn my degree. *winks*

Tinawanan din ako ng aking dalawang matalik na kaibigan at classmates, sabi nila, kung sa grades ko pa nga lang eh SAD na ang mga CI's and adviser namin, pano na lang pla yung mga hindi ko masayadong ka level. Waaaahhhhh.

Haii grabe! I love to be on the top, but the pressure as you can very well read will kill me. I hate to be on the spotlight, because everything is counted, everything is noticed, everything matters in that world. So as much as possible, I don't want to be suctioned towards that way. But I'm afraid they won't stop pressuring me. I already have my parents hovering pressure at my back eventhough they rarely show it, so I don't need them to add on to that pressure too. Damn.