Pissed.

You can use all the attacks on me, hurt me, kill me even, but just never LIE to me. I don't like people who LIE because it is addicting, and once you get used to LYING, the small LIE, becomes a big LIE and it ruins everything! Somebody LIED to me tonight. A small LIE. I hate it because I love that person and I hate it because once it starts, I know it's never going to stop anymore! I'm sick and tired of being LIED at already! What's up with this people?!?! What did I ever do for them to LIE to me! And that person even told me not to give any more reason for her/him to lie to me. ---- Is that a freakin' threat??!! Uggghhhhh. I'm so pissed I can't sleep anymore, I'll probably wait till the sun comes up and then go do my duties at the school clinic.

Nothing just airing out my feelings for the night because I can't cuss at a laptop. Whatever! Come what may tomorrow.

Gudnite.

You're So Showbiz Moi.

Finally I can rest because it's a long weekend ahead. Fridays I don't have classes and on Monday it's a national holiday here in P.I. So I can finally have some time off from school which is super hectic for me lately because of all the reports and exams going on! Plus, worrying about the dreaded ANP(formerly NAT) exam results coming up 20 days from now. Arrrgghh, the faith of going to the 3rd year rest on that result! Mas sobra pa sa board exam, ang lupet! Congratulations by the way to those who passed the Nursing Board Exam, released last February 20th, especially to my friends Vic and Primrose.

So anyway, last night I went out with a couple of friends to our usual spot @ "THE BAR" when out of the blue somebody called my name, "Moi-Moi!" I spun around and guess who called me???

This guy! Know him? Well yeah to refresh your memory he was in the last season of PBB, Nel Rapiz. My friends who were busy making 'chika' with their friends, suddenly shifted their stare at my direction! I was like... "Oh hi! Musta na?" I was as surprised as they are. Well so okay, going down memory lane, I'd like to explain that Nel and I were college mates in University of San Agustin taking up B.S Medical Technology. He was one year level ahead of me but somehow for no reason we were close I guess back then considering he still remembers me, while I forgot already. And of course him calling me by nickname basis was a shocker to me as well. He 'chika2x' for a bit asking me how I am, and stuff and what am I doing back here in P.I. then after a few minutes he bid goodbye, beso-beso and then went back to his friends at the other side. I was stunned for a moment there, trying to regain my shocked composure as my friends were already shouting at my ear, "Close kayo?!?!"; "OMG Moi of all the people in this crowd sayo talaga cya lumapit ha!"; "Gosh, your popular!" I didn't hear what else they were saying coz they were saying at the same time. Even my close friend, Tin2x, who was also a graduate of San Agustin with same course was so shocked considering I didn't get to finish the course with them. HAHAHA! All I could say to them was, "I'm as shock and surprised as you are so stop it guys no biggie!" And they went on and spread the news to whomever we knew there. Oh great.

But now as I'm writing this blog down, I did remember Nel, I'm not so sure but it seemed like we had one or two classes together coz if my memory serves me right, he was the one always teasing and making me laugh in the classroom. We were group mates in some lab class or something. And of course he plays basketball together with my x before so I'm pretty sure we were 'somehow' close. That was punchline right there last night! I couldn't keep myself from laughing at my friends' faces when they saw him coming to me and actually made a conversation. Haiii naku. Showbiz! hehe.

Stupid.

My X, together with his friends, came by the house thrice this month, drunk and came by always around 3'o clock in the morning, wanting to talk to me. IMAGINE!?!? Who would talk to that bastard who doesn't have any respect left of him! I've given him chances to talk to me during daytime and afternoons if I'm free but he never showed up on any of those times! But early mornings when he's drunk he would just go to my house and bother all the people here at home and the whole neighborhood for that matter?!?! That is completely insane of him. It's like he was never educated before or something! So embarrassing. The first time they came by, we managed to argue for 5 minutes before I shoo him away coz he was drunk and eating his words already. Then the second time, they brought his bestfriend's girlfriend with them, who was quite close to me, and so I had to face them again in respect to the girl (not to them!) and we talked again. This time, I firmly told him that I don't wanna see him anymore! I don't want them to come near my house and piss the neighborhood anymore! I told him move on because it's over already. The third time, I didn't go out and talked to any of them anymore. I let our helper do the talking. He was again drunk, all of them were even his friends, and they were making stupid noises with our gate and he was singing a weird tune with only my name "moi, moi, moi..." I can hear him from my room coz my rooom isn't that far from the front gate.

Nasa huli palagi ang pagsisisi. And it can make you the stupidest person. What a shame. I can always offer friendship if he was sincere enough when he was asking for forgiveness in the right mind and place. But for what he did acting all stupid, wasted and as if uneducated?! What for.

V-Day.

So hello earthlings once again and welcome to my new URL site. Happy belated Valentine's to everyone, hope you had a wonderful time that day. I spent Valentine's day in Guimaras Island with my school close friends and we had a grand time especially during sundown when people we're already drunk and puking hehehe! Then after that I had dinner with a good friend of mine, Jomai and her family at the love concert of Christian Bautista featuring Rachel Ann Go. Btw, Christian sings nasally, so it's not nice to hear him sing live. Just saying. While Rachel? OMG, she's good, although she lack some interpersonal skills, she kinda doesn't know how to talk to the crowd or something. The production sucked too coz the show started 2 hours late. Overall fair coz love songs were my LSS(Last Song Syndrome) that night.

Clarification 101

So people are asking, why do you have another new Friendster, Blogger account? Well, first and foremost my dear friends, I'm bored with the old one and for the Blogger I just changed the name of my site, I thought I needed to change everything, not only my accounts but everything because I started this year with a "not so good" BANG. GUY #1 and I broke up for reasons I'll just keep private but for one thing he started it, I just put an end to our relationship before it grew more and more complicated for the both of us. You see, I deserve to be happy, and not taken for granted, we all do. The m0ieee who was martyr before, is definitely not me anymore. We are too old to stick to things we know will never get anywhere anytime soon already so there's no use dwelling unto something like that. He probably needs to straighten up his priorities first, and learn the meaning of "saying NO to his past relationships and temptations." I mean...the love was there I guess, but his effort? Totally lacking.

As to GUY #2? He has been around just waiting along the sidelines. He still waited patiently even though he knew GUY #1 was a sure win and won. When GUY #1 and I broke up, it was only a coincidence that GUY #2 was here for a visit or was it really a coincidence? I don't know. GUY #2 picked up the broken pieces for me. He tried his best to put a smile on my face everyday and though things were shitty, he never used the opportunity for personal gain. He is still waiting till now, but not along the sidelines anymore, he somehow got a hold of those front row tickets and will hold on to them till I'm all set. You see, my answer to the question of GUY #2 will not only entail being "in a relationship" with him but will entail a "lifetime" with him. Sounds crazy but it's true, this is actually his 2nd proposal.

Ayaw na nya akong pakawalan pang muli.

Hiatus.

Moieee is still on hiatus... She'll be changing blogsite soon! I'll only inform a chosen few souls about it... New year, new me, and new site name. There's too many controversy here. Mwwwwaaaahhhh!