Sarcastic. Cynical. Mad. - Oops I'm talking about myself again!

It's already 12:20am California time right now and I'm still doing the laundry. hehehe! Yup I love doing laundries at night because the environment is solemn and peaceful, no lil brother watching wrestling mania on tv with a volume at max and no lil sister talking irritatingly to her boyfriend like they're a match made in heaven or something. Ugh. I know I'm quite irritated these past few days because my life is disturbed right now. I don't know if I will be having a somehow "good" start this 2009 but I doubt, yet I'm quite used to the same scenario anyway. Oh well, what's new!

I'm sure this year it will be more dramatic than ever and of course, the tons of schoolworks we will be facing as our NCM professor has had a long holiday break from our success mission in Batad last December 20th-22nd. OH right! I haven't written about that yet, don't worry in my next or so post I will, I left my usb drive in PI and the pics were there too so I'll trying posting when I get back from this break. HAH. BREAK. I love the term! I get soooo cynical just mentioning about it. Boohoo don't mind me. This always happened when my heart is full of hurt and pain.

This year, I'll try to change for the better and more productive me. I will try get involve with school works and activities, CES and just help out other people make the most of their lives because it's much more precious than sitting around moping and crying for the useless son of a gun who ruined my heart again. (Sorry for the lack of terminology, but that's the EXACT word I want out of my very mouth right now. At least I didn't cuss.)

As my friend Lexxu said, "ENOUGH BOYS FOR YOU MOI."

Yeah, ok fine I'll die an old maid then. My aunt would be so happy there's her niece following her lil footsteps. Ugh.

K.A.R.M.A.

Sometimes we just can't explain what's happening in our own lives. It's like when other peoples' lives are running smooth, yours is just the opposite. Raggedy sad, complicated, incomplete. You always can't wait for tomorrow coz somehow that's all you could ever do.

Happy New Year everyone! I'm glad yours is a happy one coz mine isn't. So live it for me. Thanks.

Burn baby, burn.

There comes a point in our lives wherein no matter how hard we try to find solutions to the undertakings we deal with, there's nothing left within reach to grab a hold of and make everything all right again. This point is called BURN-OUT.

So.....

As the year comes to a close, there are a lot of life changing events that happened in my so-called life that I want to erase and leave behind. I do hope it will be better next year and not merely just a repetition of dramas again. Because frankly speaking,

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH.

Nursing Day 2008

At last the Nursing week is over and done with! Those selected Section A who entered the contests during the Literary-Musical most especially bagged a price of course, kami pa! hehe. Oh for all those who didn't know, I represented the Vocal Duet of the Level 3, phew! And I was asked a week before the event, and we had so little preparation for it but nevertheless did a very good job, I'm proud of you guys, you know who you are!!!

my vocal duet partner, romerei

our vocal coach, friend and trainor, jerick

Alongside with it, there was the rumage sale of the community extension services(CES), the org I'm into, raising funds for the Christmas gift giving and medical mission in Batad next week. I can't wait to experience that!


Anyway before anything else, there's the Prelim Exams coming up next week as well, so gotta put those thinking caps on first.

"It's over."