Ordinary Day, again.

Much has happened since I went back here in PI. First, of course the school started with me having a slight downfall on my quiz scores. Ugh. I can't seem to keep it up because it's beginning to be a hella lot of load for me. Too much details, and also one factor is the instructor we have, she's a great lecturer knew her subject very well, but danggg! She is bombarding us with too much infos that sometimes cause our brain cells to disperse in the air and look at her with blank expressions when she lectures for a hefty 10:30am - 4pm straight class (with a 30mins lunch break). But it's partly my fault too for not concentrating more on the subject matter because I had a bad start this year. I'm trying to hang in there and try to make my grades better. I'm going to work and study harder for this upcoming midterm exams, that I can guarantee. I don't like having low self-esteem everything the class go off and walk out of the class. Phew!

Right now, I'm blogging at the comfort of my 3rd home, a coffeeshop at the heart of the city. Hehe, I don't know what happened but my internet connection at home seemed to be malfunctioning again. There's unusually many people here right now considering it's a week day but I guess it's Chinese New Year people had early offs from work. Oh well. I really feel bored here in PI already. Everything has become ordinary, routine kind of thing. And it's not satisfying my appetite for adventure anymore. I want to very much get out of this place and go somewhere to recuperate and hyperventilate and just feel myself again.

But for right now, I can only keep my pangs to myself. Lots of it.

The holidays are almost over.

One more day and I'm off to PI again for another wonderful year ahead from school, friends and aquaintances. I think most you out there have made your new year's resolutions for this year already which is very good. As for me, although I'm fond of writing one every year, decided to stop writing them this year. Why? It's because I'm sick and tired of writing something I won't be able to achieve or accomplish anyway because nothing in this world every last. It's ever changing and take it or leave it, that's how life is!

So my resolution for this year is to have no resolution at all. Come what may! As long as I live my life to the fullest and enjoy every moment with people I love to hang out with and are special to me in one way or another, then I guess there's no need for any resolution to take place. Jeez, I know it's better said than done. You know what, I feel like a big part of me just wanted to just stay here and not leave anymore. With everything that has been going on before I left last year, I just wanted to run away from it. Again. You know how if you watched the TV series, "Gossip Girl" wherein if those social elites did something bad, or have wronged themselves for some reason they would just flew themselves to Monacco or Tuscany or to a boarding school upstate and hide or run away till they get bored outta their wits and go back.... YEAH that's how I feel right now.

I thought that this little princess has finally gotten what she deserves but want to know the real truth? She's sick with it and realized that "too much" is not good at all. It can rip your heart out and bleed. Ugghh, I'm sorry, I can't seem to end my blog post without being gory. Don't worry this will pass.

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Anyway in the lighter side of day, my family and I took a road trip to the beautiful countryside of San Simeon, California where there nest the famous tourist attraction known to the whole world, THE HEARST CASTLE. I provided you with the link to the site where you can find out more about it. But yeah, it was very nice there. It looked much more marvelous than how it was presented on postcards. Thank God for my sight and luck to have reached the dream of touring the places I've long ago drooled only on postcards.