It's like when you've achieved a goal in your life but then you don't feel so fulfilled because you feel like you have missed out on something?
It's like waking up one day, and your shitty days have somehow vanished and began experiencing lucky shots but then at the end of the day you still ask yourself, "Was that for real"?
It's like meeting someone who has most of the good potential you're looking for in a man and yet though moments together are wonderful but then when you climb to bed alone at night you still feel empty and unsatisfied?
Those are just examples of how I understand the question I entitled my blog post for tonight. In one way or another, all of us felt something kinda like that. Had a good day and yet still left unsure and wanting more.
These past couple of weeks flew by fast. I was in a sorry-ass mode months ago and now things started rather pretty quickly and sudden that I just wanted everything to halt for just a second and take a breather because though things are doing well, I feel nauseated and choked. I mean I know I want this, it's just that I don't know if I need this in a rush mode though. I'd rather go for a slow but steady pace. Taking one step at a time. But it seems like the people around me are trying to pressure me to move a little more quicker because my life is like a tv series, the more action, the juicier the details I guess.
Well lemme remind all the blogger viewers out there, that the last time I rushed into things, it didn't go very well. So let me be for a while. Just go with me on this one people.