Pete and I talked. And just kept talking and then one day, without us both knowing, feelings came up and we are back together, with fingers crossed that this time, it's for real and it's better, and it's stronger. Damn, I know it wasn't easy for me to accept the fact that there are excess baggages to be considered, but loving this man, is the only thing I know best, and with that love, acceptance just runs through. Maybe in time, I will manage to keep up with these baggages but for now, I just want to be happy again. And I am.
You bet I have heard so much "negative" stuff about him before this, but I guess I have learned, that the only person I will trust, and listen to, is him. We have put our past buried, and all our other pasts too. And promised to do our best not to include those pasts, in our conversations, no matter how bad, no matter how heated our arguments will to be in the future.
I am so inlove, it never really went away. Coz when I saw his name, my mind just completely froze, froze with glee. The only thing now, that I am not very happy about is that, he wanted our relationship private, no facebook postings, no one will ever know except our closest friends. I find hard for me to do that because I love love. And to announce it to the world for me makes it more complete, makes a statement that he is mine, and I am his.
But we will see. Madali lang naman ako kausap eh.