On The Rebound

(dedicated to my rebound boy)

it's good to ease the pain with you
your view different from mine but true.

the side of me i try so much to hide,
you've seen it unexpectedly and yet you didn't mind.

nothing can make me feel any better,
in this cold crazy december weather.

but the constant "how are you?"'s you made,
are the simple eased pleasures i can trade.

before, i thought we could never be close friends,
the you and me combined has always a disastrous end.

but when you came along with a bag of sense,
this time without anything to lose, i took that chance.

you then allowed me to use your shoulders,
cry a river, you said, and leave the hurt forever.

opposite poles do attract when things get rough,
a beautiful rebound, it ain't a bluff.

taking a BREAK on El-Oh-Vi-Ee

what if your love:

1. MAWALA SAYO...
= edi move on! thre's more fishes in
the sea.

2. MAMATAY...
= cry

3. INAGAW...
= edi magsaya sila, konsenxa na nila
un, bsta ako, marami pa dyn

4. NAGMAHAL NG IBA...
= then do the same, dont dwell over a
lost cause lalo ka lng masasaktan nyan

5. GAGUHIN KA...
= yup i believe in karma

6. NaKiTA MO KaSaMA NYA EX NiYA
= id be doubtful xo i hve to ask him
directly,derechahan lng yan

7. BABALIK SYA SA EX NiYA...
= kung saan sya masaya ano pa nga ba

8. MLMN MO NA LUV N LUV KA NYA..
= id be the happiest most luckiest
person n the world

9. KANTAHAN KA NYA...
= ang sweeeettt..my heart just melts
with u pag ganon hehe

10. PAKASALAN KA NYA...
= if i feel the same way y not..ang
problema wala pa akong groom haaha

11. SAKTAN KA NYA PHYSICALLY..
= wont let him do that to me!

12. BUMALIK EX MO...
= so? ive moved on. ganyan lng tlaga
yan

13. NAKIKIPAGBALIKAN EX MO..
= hmm...what's in it for me? eh kung
yoko ko na? eh kung meron na akong
iba? u had ur freakin chance! helo.
hehe

14. PUNTA SYA STATES PRA WORK.
= and2 ako cge punta ka hehe but
concerning LDR----i dont knw if i
could still take this situation, yoko
na!

15. PIC NG EX NYA S WALLET NYA?
= ex ko rin nasa wallet ko hehe,
pangtakot sa daga! hehe

16. INIIWASAN KA NIYA?
= then something's up..something bad..

17. LAM BA NG MHAL M N MHAL MO SYA?
= hindi..hindi ko rin alam kse kung
cno mahal ko. waaahhh.. hehe

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LiL Ms Traveler goes AZ!

Hay dyos ko po! Sa wakas at I finally had the time to blog. Maloka-loka akong hindi makablog coz I was on a Thanksgiving week vacation last week. Belated Happy Thanksgiving nga pla to everybody who celebrated it!

I had a blast last week. I went to Arizona. 6th of the 50 states in the US that I've already been to (together with New Jersey, New York, California, Nevada, Utah and now, Arizona). The GRAND CANYON was never the same as it was in the pictures and postcards compared to seeing it with your own eyes. I was in awe. I loved Arizona. I loved our little nature trip. Aside from the fact that the spectacular views were pleasing to the eye, I felt that I've burned fats from all the walking that we did as well hehe. Kasi hindi mo maeenjoy ang views of the canyon kung hindi ka maglalakad sa mga trails nila na of course intended talaga for walking noh.

After doon, we headed to the City of Red Rocks, SEDONA, AZ. Red rocks nga naman talaga. Magsasawa ka sa kakapicture ng mga pulang bato, at with different shapes, merong cathedral, Snoopy, bell, tower, indians -shaped red rocks. Kaya lang I lost track of which is which sa dami ba naman, hello kaya nga tinawag na vacation pra walang iisipin db. hehe. bakit pa ko magpapagod. Basta take as many pictures as possible na lng ako noh hehe.

The beautiful chapel, called "Chapel of the Holy Cross", took my breath away as it nestled on top of the red rocks and it was surrounded by more red rocks. Maski dun ka na lang magpwesto at magpicture picture ayos na ang araw mo. The inside of the chapel was amazing, very peaceful and it was actually a tourist attraction na, mas naging tourist attraction na cya kesa sa chapel. Pero maganda.

Last stop namin is in PHOENIX,AZ. Sympre its the capital city of Arizona. So civilization na doon, limited na yung vastness of mountains and rocks na makikita mo sa city. Kaya shopping na ang inatupag ko kasi ang laki ng Scottsdale Fashion Center nila in fairness. Its as big and wide as Mall of Asia in Manila I think.

Anyway, that's my lil travel blog for today. I'm still putting up pictures on my photofolio CATCH THE MOMENT so for blog purposes eto yung mga glimpse of pics I've taken from the trip. For more check my other photo site. Dun mas marami..

Blessed Singleness

Napansin ko lang na these past few weeks, I'm finding it hard to write a poem. Eh noon, kahit saan ako, kahit sa banyo nakakapagmake-a-poem ako on the spot. Pero ewan, ngaun gusto kong magcompose ng poems parang wala akong maisip na maganda. Ang gaganda pa naman ng mga previous poems ko tapos ngaun..ni opening line, wala..ni title na lang pra magka idea, wala..ngek. Why kaya yun? Dati-rati naman maski walang inspiration nakakagawa ako, inspiration na lang ng mga taong nasa paligid ko..tinry ko naman wala pa rin.

Hmp..

Parang alam ko kung bakit pero..sympre saksakan ng denial ever naman me noh!

Punta nga pla me ng Arizona this Thanksgiving week..starting later in the morning. Morning na pla hay naku I lost track of time AGAIN! Matanda na talaga ang lola! lol.

Hahaha..teka walang connection ang title ko sa blog na to. Kainis, I'm so disoriented. Grrr hopefully this lil travelling to Arizona will give me a swift of fresh reborn light in this semi-darkness of reality suckiness. Or else..there's always the option of suiciding in the vast mountainous rocky Grand Canyon db! haha.

Cge..I know u want pictures..of course bwisi-bwisita lang po sa photofolio site ko, ano ulit??? ok cge... eto: CATCH THE MOMENT ayan wag kalimutan magbwisita.

Ano pa ba? wala na..salamat nga pla kay Keloyd, at naspecial mention ako sa blog nya..ANG BABAENG NANGHINGI NG TESTI. Kulang lang talaga ako sa pansin kaya sanayan lang yan mga pare at mare ko hehe. Hay naku, kung anu-ano na ang mga pinagsasabi ko..its time to sleep and dream na. Cge cno kaya dream ko ngaun?

Hmp.

Love OR Infatuation?

Infatuation is instant desire. It is one set of glands calling to another.

Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows--one day at a time.

Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity.

Love is quiet understanding and the mature acceptance of imperfection.

Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing him."

Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan your future with confidence."

Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement.

Love is the maturation of friendship.

Infatuation lacks confidence.

Love means trust.

Infatuation might lead you to do things you'll regret later.

Love makes you a better person than you were before.

INFATUATION----puro pla eto ang nafeel ko. ayayayay! hehe

So what's the fuss about?

YUP, the Playstation 3 is finally available in Best Buy stores and some other stores here in US approximately 15 minutes ago, just after midnight of Friday(November 17, 2006). People from all across the state and some from other countries flocked and camped outside of these said stores since Tuesday(November 14, 2006) just to avail of the limited stocks of PS3.

Why? Several reasons were brought up by those people who religiously camped outside for almost 3-4days. One, because they want to be the first ones to have a set of PS3, like an early Christmas present. In short they are fanatic gamers. Second, since it's limited, they rush to avail it. Third, because it's new and different and has a Blu-Ray player that can let you watch movies without any noise coming from the console that competes with the soundtrack(as they compare it to Xbox 360 which is noisy) and lastly, it's time to change the PS2 because it has been 6years since the first PS2 came about.

In my own opinion...I can only blurt out a big "HUH?" to all of these. No offense, I do love playing my Playstation2 and I'd probably get a PS3 too but why fuss about this now??? Saying it's limited doesn't mean they won't produce more of this product eventually, right? Or people are just impatient to wait for it which I can see the point if they've been anticipating the availability of this product lets say 1-2 years ago. Maybe I'm just not as fanatic as some of the people are. Maybe this is their life, this is what makes them happy. I can only smile at those people lining up and camping outside Best Buy when I passed by one branch near my place this afternoon. Then the news came on TV awhile ago, and I saw the same long line on different other branches in other cities. I can't say it's crazy but there's no other adjective to describe this.

It just goes to show that patience is a virtue but if you've been waiting for so long...it will make you do the most craziest thing possible to finally get what you've been waiting for. I don't know if this scenario also relates to reality; to life itself. Funny and indeed scary, don't you think?

..Farewell..

I seldom dedicate poems to anyone, but this one specifically goes out to that bastard who broke her heart and to that bitch who broke his heart. Saranghe!

people come people go
i hate to say goodbye bt i gotta let go
ur the good that came with my bad
a friend im blessed to have...

sooner or later i will be yours
but for the meantime enjoy your chores
your inspiration i will always be
pursue the goals that we both foresee...

again this i say to u
nobody can ever touch the deep core
the special connection we both endure
your the sunshine of my everyday
and im your angel all the way.

Im a Celebrity!

http://www.myheritage.com

at least i kinda look like Lana (Kristin Kreuk), from the hit tv series, Smallville. O d ba! hahaha charrr!

Kapoy!

Kapoy - Bisaya word for "tired"

What a tiring weekend! My weekend major classes started already; actually since yesterday (Saturday). Boy, I didn't noticed till I got home this afternoon how out of shape I am. I wasn't used to going to classes anymore and my hated part was, aside from the fact that my classes are only during WEEKENDS, I had to get up early again because I had to travel almost 50minutes just to get to class before 8am. The only consolation was there's less traffic and I don't have to fall in line at a Starbucks drive-thru to get my grande hot caramel macchiato with extra caramel hehehe! To those who still don't know, yeah I'm a Starbucks addict CERTIFIED!

The people in the class are still warming up to each other. Smiles here and there are mostly the atmosphere. Good thing we have professors, three of them, who are fun loving teachers, and are interesting because they have alot of experiences to share to the class in accordance with the topics discussed and most of their stories are funny, clumsy stories, and nothing is more wonderful than breaking the ice with laughter. But of course, since we are only having classes during WEEKENDS, there are a lot of homeworks to be done and things to study already. I have to read a lot, review to get used to the fast-paced teaching and read ahead to participate a little.

Anyway, I was going to review the materials discussed today and yesterday tonight but I'm so tired already. So I just pampered myself for the night by sitting on the couch, watching Lakers basketball game, eating leftover Adobo and just plainly do nothing stressful.

So, Ta-tah for now folks! I can barely type anymore, my body's just tired to do anything because of all the absorbed (hopefully will stick) materials discussed this weekend. Hayyy....lifetime student, what's more better than this huh!

hehehehe.

Ouch! Arrrraayyyy! Aguyyyy!!!!

Ang hirap no? Ung pilitin kalimutan ang taong mahal n mahal mo...ung taong xa din mismo ang sobrang nanakit sayo..

E kaw naman kc sumobra naman confident mo sa sarili....porket alam mong mahal na mahal ka na nya binabalewala mo na!

Hay life....ang stupid no? ang tagal mong hinintay ang taong tapat sayo, tapos ngayong andyan na d mo naman pinapahalagahan!

Ano bang klaseng utak meron ka?

Ngayon, nagsawa na sya! Napagod na at unti-unti narin nawalan ng pagmamahal sayo....

1 araw bigla na lang nyang nasabi sa sarili nya na ayaw na nya at napagod na din syang intindihin kung anong mundo meron ka....

Natawa ka nalang...hehehehehehe

Eh ano?

Ako naman nambalewala e! Masaya naman ako kahit wala sya! I dont care! D ko na sya mahal no!!!

WOW ASTIG..... Daling sabihin no?

E bat bago matulog sya parin iniisip mo? Bat mga ngiti pa din nya nakalarawan sa utak mo? Bat hanggang ngayon d mo sya makalimutan? Bat namimis mo sya?ung mga txt nya sayo na
honey,kain kna ha??
honey,asan ka??
honey,mahal na mahal kita tandaan mo yan..
honey nakita kta ah..
honey ang cute tlga ng mata mo..
honey wag na wag mo ko iiwan kailangang kailangan kta..
honey sbrang saya ko sau...ILOVEYOU.. :(

Dati everytym n tinetext k nia, galit n galit k Kc ang filing mu minomonitor k n nia Oras oras, pag nagseselos siya kala mo wala na ciang twala sau, eh tanga ka pla eh,, mahal ka nga eh, xempre ayaw ka niya mawala.. pag nag aaway, ano? papakita mo sa kanya na kahit mwala cia kayang kaya mo!! ang TAAS NG PRIDE MO!!

Pero ngaun, parang bumaliktad ang mundo..hinahanap hanap mu xa ngaun??!!!

O kala ko ba d mo na sya mahal?....

o baka naman d mo lang kayang aminin sa sarili mo ang labis na panghihinayang...

Ngayon ako naman ang tatawa.. hahahahahhahah

Minsan kc iba ang sinasabi ng puso sa totoong nararamdaman n2!

E pano yan wala na sya? Masakit no??? Kasi kahit gusto mo syang kausapin, mkasama d mo na magawa dahil alam mu n ikaw nman ang ODER MAN/WOMAN ngaun sa buhay nia..

at ung dating akala mu wala lng, na pinagbigyan mo sa knya..ang may KARAPATAN... na sa taong MAHAL mo..

Ngayon,sa palagay mo sinong niloko mo? sya ba?

Malamang ngayon masaya na sya, habang ikaw patuloy na niloloko sarili mo sa bagay na akala mo totoo!!!

Guys, the lesson hir is....

Minsan lang dumating ang taong pwedeng magmahal sayo ng totoo at kayang tumanggap ng
buong pagkatao moh.......


MINSAN lang......

at pag yan pinakawalan mo... baka d mo na kayang ibalik pa ang MINSAN!

Defeated Lately

The greatest battle ever fought by anyone is the battle for the love that can't be yours. No matter how strong the shield, how sharp the sword.. Anytime you can get hurt.. And the bleeding won't stop, the hurt could never be concealed. For the wound of the body can heal. But the wounded heart will forever have the scar that will remind you of the battle you never won.

ooops i did it again. kasalanan ko na naman kung bakit napapalayo na cya sa akin. O baka meron lang cyang iba. hindi ko na alam. wala naman kasi kaming commitment, pano ba yan. wala ring assurances. wel i did assure him kaya feeling ko tuloy im so martyr. im so tanga. so predictable na. ayoko na. dont want to fight for love. eh baka ako lang naman ang nakakafeel ng love na yan. baka guni-guni ko lang.

same ol story. im freakin tired. mahirap e-read ang mga lalaki. mas gugustuhin ko pang magbasa ng medical books kaysa basahin sila. and wats up with their egos and pride chicken anyway? eh mas madali nga masaktan ang mga babae at meron din kmi nun kaya lang hindi namin masyadong pinaiiral kasi ang importante ung maramdaman naman namin kahit papano na mahal nyo kami. honesty naman dyan o. tangina nahihirapan nako. kasi kung tutuloy ko pa to, mag mumukha lang akong possessive, mag mumukha pinepressure ko cya. lintik! ano na lang ba ang magagawa ko. edi ibibigay ko ang gusto mo na hindi mo masabi-sabi sa akin. ewan ko kung duwag ka lang. o sadyang wala ka lang pakialam sa nararamdaman ko. o ayan, ill give u space. maging masaya ka. pero wag mokong asahan na ill always be here for you from now on.

yoko na. u win. i lose. she wins. i lose.

like i said, same ol story.

Falling Apart

RECOMMENDED: Messed Up

I came across a powerful blog. Powerful in a sense that I can somehow relate and feel her angst of pain and depression. Reading her blogs, I felt a strong truth about life. She also has almost the same problem as I have. Why is it that having a career is a beautiful thing and yet sometimes the career we've chosen tend to fall us apart and drown our dreams? Til now I'm undecided of what I want to do with my life and yet, people around me are all talking shit about their work, how tiring it is, how stressful, how their co-workers are jerks and stupid and stuffs like that. I hate those people. Why can't they just be thankful that they have a job, a decent job infact while others are still struggling to find their own path, their own happiness of belonging to something, having something to hold on to for the future. I'm a bit carried away because this certain blog brought sadness to me. The big F word. Not fuck...failure dummy!

And I quote one of the sentences she said in her blog: "I'd rather sleep. Because life tends to fall apart when I'm awake."

Catch the Moment..

Yippppeeeee!!! I found a cool site to host my photofolio and its up and running already. Big thanks to Faye for directing me to another cooler site. Visit it here at: CATCH THE MOMENT..

I had trouble hosting my photos here in blogspot coz the size aren't resizable so I moved it to another site. Please feel free to comment on my photos there! Actually those are just hobby purposes, I'm not really a professional nor an amateur photographer. I just snap it and post. hahaha!

So see you there too!

Laughter Burns Calories Daw,so its Jowk Tym!

Once there were three guys. An American, Mexican and a Filipino who use to eat as a group. And every lunch,they share their complains. one hot day.

American: Spaghetti and hotdog again? if this will be my lunch for tomorrow, I'd jump from the roof top.

Mexican: Taccos and Buritos again? If this happens tomorrow, I'm gonna jump from this building too!

Filipino: Adobo again? If this happens, I'd jump from this building as well!


The next day:

The American had Spaghetti and hotdog once again. he jumped from the twentieth floor and died.

The Mexican had the same lunch like yesterday, the taccos and buritos so he jumped from the twentieth floor and died.

The Filipino had adobo for his lunch and he jumped from the twentieth floor and died as well.


In the Funeral:

American's wife: "If i only knew that he was tired of Spaghetti and hotdogs, i should have given him something else."

MExican's wife: "If i only knew that he was fed up with Taccos and Buritos, I should have made him another meal."

Then, all the people looked at the wife of the Filipino.

The Filipina darted her eyes on them and said,defensively, "Don't look at me! my husband makes his own lunch!"