I carry your Heart with me

I was feeling a little glum today, and so I was channel surfing or should I say tv guide surfing for anything that will let the time fly by faster and let this febuary fever end already. So ironic that my birthday falls on this very month and yet I am the most loveless person on earth right now, more cynical than I could ever imagine. It was a good thing my parents decided not to go ahead and name me "Valentina" -- that'll be creepy, imagine, I'll have nicknames like "Val, Tina, Valen, Baby V..." haha whatever, I mean no offense to those who has this name ok, I just can't imagine me with that name.

Anyway so I clicked on the movie, "In Her Shoes" starring Cameron Diaz and twas already near the end of the movie which was in my fave part where Cameron recites a poem to Toni Colette's (her sister in the movie) wedding. I love this poem by E.E. Cummings.

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it (anywhere I go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)

I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful, you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)

And this is the wonder that's keeping the starts apart
I carry your heart ( I carry it in my heart)

I have a little sister too, and she is growing up pretty fast, and sometimes It's hard for me to catch up. I mean c'mon, 11 years of gap, hellooo.. though we almost always fight all the time emphasis on the ALMOST, ALWAYS and ALL... I can't abandon her nor ignore her even if I want to kill her already, I will still take a bullet for her. Oh well, there's always first times for everything.

I am beginning to be a first time "ATE (big sister)" to a growing fine young lady. It's hard. There isn't exactly a school for this you know. Give me a break! Wooh! :D