More than 2 weeks ago, my mom and I were talking and I believed I mentioned that in one of my posts that she surprised me and made me think about what she said. Well, I've thought about it. And I think I'm sure of my decision this time. I'm scared but I have to do it because it's what's best for me. Or so I think it is. My parents and I have finally agreed to a unanimous decision. Thank goodness. A second chance to prove myself that I can do things differently this time. I hope I won't let everybody down.
Confused yet? hehehe. I won't reveal anything for now, because I know me...ever changing. It is still subject to change and so I don't want to cause any hope and disappointment to everybody. I will only reveal it if it's totally final, like I'm packed and ready to go and off to a more greener ground. Yes, that's a clue, something about traveling (AGAIN!?!) but probably this time, a more LONGER travel.
Hayyy this is what happens when you reach an "on the verge" age and you begin to ask yourself, "I've reached this age and yet, what have I done that's worthwhile?" and mutter a shivering.."I don't know." Then you panic. You begin to think about what you really want to do with your pathetic life. You begin to formulate goals and plans and come up with suggestive decisions.
Aaahhh here I go again. Lord help me!
5 comments:
ok... medyo nawala ako.. so in a nutshell anu ibig sabhn nun? hehe
in hangman's term "secret" ang tawag dun hehehe!
all i can say is, "you go for it". im sure with your spirit and personality, you'll succeed at whatever that is. =)
thanks ms. kathie! sana nga this is it :)
ika nga ng kamikazee.. heeeeetttttoooo na hettttttoooooo na huwwwwwaaaaaaaaww
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