3/23/07

My weakness is I care too much.

Hay grabe as in nabusy ako kahapon kaya hindi ko nakayanan magblog, derecho tulog kagaad ang beauty ng lola hehe. Anyway, yesterday I went to our family attorney and she prepared every document I needed for the long travel. Kailangan ko daw ng reentry permit since I'll be out of the country for quite a while and it's easier that way so that people @ customs won't bother asking me heck of questions. Actually hindi ko alam na kailangan pla ng permit na ganun, kala ko kasi kung citizen ka na eh you can do whatever you want basta wag lang lalampas ng one year, toink! hehe buti na lang pla I paid her a visit.

This travel I'm going to have is not for pleasure, sad to say although part of it will be. And I can't say it's a vacation either because it's not. Yes (kathie) I'm going back to the Philippines. That means I'm going to buy a new bed, design (again!?!) my childhood room which had been a storage bin since I left for the states and adopt to the humid atmosphere we have there hehe (that's a killer right there coz the first time I went home, d ko nakayanan I was sweating like a pig! hehe not that pigs sweat).

I just hope I can prove some people who's counting on me that I can be independent and can follow a lil something called "RULES" for once (hehe). Coz this time, I promised myself(which I rarely promise) that I won't re-do the past in this second chance given to me. Pagfeeling kung mangyayari uli, then I will deport myself back here ora mismo! seriously! *winks* Actually everything is up in the air for me, come what may, what will be will be, I don't know what to expect really. Basta I'm just glad I AM MOVING ON.

My favorite quote:

My weakness is I care too much.

3 comments:

ychel said...

hey! i thot ur just gonna leave for a while..i mean...yung dyan lang sa tabi tabi pero uuwi ka pala ng pinas.err! im gonna miss yah baby! uuwi din ako this year :) so i think pwede tyo mg meet kung mgaabot tyo.
goodluck moieee. i will pray for u and i wish u all the best! i know u can do it. im just here wnever u need me. ok! take care baby.mwahugs..

<.> said...

whoa. tama ba nbsa ko? ul be back in the phils? great, great! sana maligaw ka dito sa davao moieee para eyeball tayo nila kathie. hihi. girl, u r such a toughie for making a tough decision. i know you can carry on. atta girl! :Wink:

Cee said...

@ ychel - sure we can meet ychel! id love that. i wont be going anywhere for a while so im sure maabot tayo dun hehe. besides, magchechange lng naman ako ng location but im still here in blogosphere! :D thanks sweetie, u too!!

@ fye - i know, its a tough one to beat ms fye, i js hope it works out for the best. kakayanin! sure ba, pagnagkatime ako from school, ill keep 'davao' on my topmost list. id luv to meet ya galz!