Girl, you are torn between a possible Soulmate and a possible Destiny.
As I was driving home, I smiled thinking about what she said. I do believe I've heard this comment once from one of John Lloyd and Bea's movie but it was just in a different context, "You are torn between a habit and a ______" I forgot what Bea's sister said to her but its like that.
It's true. It doesn't mean that if you found your soulmate you should forever spend your lifetime with that person. But how can you choose who to spend it with if you possibly have two different persons for two different titles arriving at almost the same time in your life?
I don't want to hurt anybody, but someone is destined to get hurt anyway. I think I'm being unfair because I'm playing with fire. But some say I'm lucky I have two eligible bachelors trying to capture my heart, and loving me more than anything(which I've always wanted btw). Myee, one of my closest, told me that it's not a problem, it's only a situation for attractive singles like me. I was like are you insane??!?! hehehe.
Ang hiling ko noon kay Lord kasama ng aking quest of finding myself and finishing my goal in life is to meet the one person who will love me more than words and actions can ever say in this lifetime. Nung medyo sana going smooth na ako xa isa at humingi ako ng sign na kung I'll take it to the next level, saka naman pumasok ang isa pa. Napatanong uli ako sa Kanya, yun na ba ang sign Lord? Na hindi muna dapat o sadyang panggulo lang? Kakaiba rin 'tong pumasok. Nagulat ako at hindi ko ma-explain. What should I do? Which brings us back to what my friend, Nes, said. Na c soulmate at c destiny dumating ng sabay pero hindi iisang tao. Ano ng gagawin mo?
Sagot ko? Haiii bat hindi ko na lang naisipang maging old maid? Tutal meron naman kaming lahi nyan. Na miss ko tuloy ang bestfriend kong c Superman xa New Jersey, malamang sasabihan nya na naman ako, "Sabi na sayo eh, basta single, mahal ang value pinagaagawan tulad ko." Hmmm... "in a relationship" na pla ang mokong na yun. Hanep naman. hehe.
So ayan, tatawanan ko na naman ang lahat ng to. Don't know what else to do fo now.
1 comment:
hehe! thats great ha. sarap naman ng feeling na ang mga single eh mahal ang value at pinagaagawan.haha! pero parang totoo.
well, medyo mahirap ang case mo ngayon ah. soulmate at destiny hindi iisa. if ever that will happen to me..ay nako! kakataranta. kasi parang ang hirap mgisip. but thats true that one should get hurt. at ako yun!hahaha...i'd rather be hurt than to hurt others. damn it! im so martyr! hala. well just think of it deeply, reflect and balance. i know its easier said than done. but it will find its own way. goodluck!
take care moieee. :)
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