Simply Madness.

There were a lot of my past year's resolutions that I haven't attained but there were also a lot I have accomplished and more than my expectations can handle. This was the year I moved on and took a step toward finishing my goal. This was the year wherein I handle decisions and consequences rather well enough and this was the year I found love (the much awaited). Parang kelan lang ako'y nahiwalay sa pamilya ko upang sundin naman ang aking mga pangarap. Pinaninindigan ko ang pag uwi ko sa Pilipinas to find myself back again and to prove to the world that I am worth something and that I can decide for my own and I'm now doing everything my own way. Noon kasi sunod-sunuran din ako, para akong takot sa aking mga sariling desisyon kasi lagi kong iniisip baka hindi ko makayanan at mapahiya lang ako.

But this year I gained enough courage to face one of the important decision I've ever made in my life, and that is to decide on what I wanted to pursue and continue my education without turning back to the shitty past I've had. Compared to my life in the past 2 years, this year brought me renewed happiness and wit to stand up on my own decision and ready to face any consequences it brings. At last I got what I wanted, a little freedom to learn on my own mistakes without having to depend so much on my parents especially my dad who was always there catching me everytime I stumble and fail badly. An important lesson I've learned this year is that, "Don't let others force you into doing something you dont' feel like doing, instead, weigh things (pros and cons), take a deep breath and let your own decision flow into you to do it."

SO therefore I conclude that I have a lot to be thankful for this year. And I really appreciate all the wonderful people that made this year around me possible. Mwwwaaaahhhh!