Anyway, miss ko na honeybunch ko... Aba hindi nagparamdam since this morning nagpa check attendance lang kanina sa akin by texting me na he arrived at his office na (which is by the way he always do and I think it's so sweet of him.) tapos wala na hanggang ngayon. Hmm.. magoonline pa kaya yun?
Oh yeah FYI to ya'll bloggers out there, I have a new boyfriend his name's Peter, bilis noh? I know, hindi ko ma explain, there are some things we just can't explain in this world. Baka sabihin nyong hindi na ako nawalan at masyado pang maaga to jump into another relationship again pero iba eh, hindi ganon. Actually, the history behind this blossoming relationship was that, he courted me before kaya lang hmm I didn't picked him for reasons that we were far away from each other and we haven't seen each other (except on webcams) for almost 13 years, the last was elementary graduation. Hahaha yeah we were gradeschool classmates. We weren't close before, I didn't even know he liked back then. Pero sabi nya he did hehe. Anyway to make the story short, last year lang kami nagumpisang mag keep in touch through YM and Friendster messages kasi he is currently working in Dubai. Sa Friendster nga nya rin nga ako nakita muli. And when I added him, hindi na nagstop kakasend ng message ang mokong hanggang sa hindi ko namalayang nanliligaw na pala cya. Hehehe!
Pero sympre to anyone who ever known me maski sa mga blogs ko, diba as in anti-LDR(long distance relationship) ako, plus pa na we haven't seen nor met again for how many years seemed so vague to me to even be in a relationship with this guy. Natatakot ako na baka niloloko nya lang ako o pinaglalaruan. But I really like him too, and I have to admit he makes tremendous efforts just to make me believe na he's serious about us. Siguro kaya ko cya binasted noon was because I found him "TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE." Pero I do like him. At nafeel ko rin naman na totoo ang feelings nya for me. And he even proposed to me (take note nanliligaw plang ha!). So ayun, ever since I did that to him, hindi pa rin cya nawalan ng pag-asa, maski pa nong nagkaroon ako ng bf. He still keeps on communicating with me, and sometimes nagpopour out pa rin cya ng feelings nya sa akin. Sabi nya sa akin, hindi daw cya magigive up hanggang sa time na kailangan na. Although masakit sa kanya still he always makes it a point to buzz me at YM or from time to time message me at Friendster and sometimes even comment here on my site anonymously.
January of this year came and I remembered na he told me once nung nanliligaw pa lang cya na he would show me how serious he is by going home January. Aba, at umuwi nga naman talaga ang lolo dito 2 months ago. Hehehe. Eh galing rin akong Cali noon from Christmas break tapos derecho ako ng school that day na talagang feeling ko nandito na cya sa Pinas. Oh diba may pa feeling2x pa akong nalalaman! haha. Para kasing alam mo yun, I'm wishing and hoping at the back of mind na sana he would contact me. But then since sympre sa ginawa ko sa kanya parang malayong mangyari yun. But still I hoped. Who knew that day pareho pla kaming iniisip. He called up. And the rest was history.
Love has its own way of coming back to where it truly belongs. When I saw him in person for the first time in almost 13 years (Jan 8, 2008 @ Coffeebreak Gen. Luna St. IC), you know how you get butterflies in your stomach and you are feeling uneasy or the "i dunno what to do or say" kinda feeling... Yeah, I felt that. Ni hindi ko cya matingnan ng derecho. I can't believe he is there beside me already. That's where I knew, my feelings wasn't fooling me all these months. It's been real ever since.
He proposed again a 2nd time. This time his family knows and he also asked his pop kung ok na ba kung magpakasal cya. Ang sabi ng pop nya, "basta si moieee lang, ok talaga sa akin." And his pop said that same story to me to when we were driving home from the airport as we dropped Peter off. Yeah you can say me and his dad had a little chat that night and I understood their side more.
And now, 2 months later, he's back in Dubai and I'm back cramming for quizzes and exams. But so far so good. Bilib nga ako eh, eventhough he has heck of a lot work to do, he manages to have time for me, maski konti lang na chat and he calls naman every so often. Basta ma feel ko lang na he is serious about everything and he loves me very much! Which he does! No questions asked. Hopefully he can come visit when my parents go home mid of this year. Para naman ma meet nya na. Gusto ko kasi before anything else, ma meet nya muna family ko. At least hindi sila mabibigla kaagad sa mga susunod na mga mangyayari. Haiii love.
I love you hon... missing you already! (oh btw, he's here na, we are chatting at this very moment and he's tired and all because of this upcoming event na e-hohost nila. Poor him, wish I was there so I could comfort him there). Anyway, gudnite everyone!
2 comments:
Curious lang po. Yung picture na nilagay mo on this post...am I really seeing fused thumbs? (2-in-1)? Or is it an optical illusion?
Ok, I figured it out. I didn't mean to be rude, curious lang po talaga.
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