Tired.

I am getting tired of playing his game but yet I can't seem to stop this craze. Why do I feel like I'm giving and concerning more about him than he does about me? Because that's the sick truth about this all. See, even I myself know about it and yet I'm letting this one slip away, again. It's probably because I have deeper reasons why I continue playing.

I always like to think he's the one. There! That's the main reason. The compromising "thing" is what I do best and I just wish he'd do the same for me. It's hard to love someone, who also loves you back but still you feel as if your love is still beyond or greater than what he feels for you. And then there goes the answer coming from him, " you just don't know how much I love you" rant that sometimes I wish to feel it rather than to just know.

It hurts not to tell anyone about this, literally face-to-face. But nowadays, it's hard to find someone who would listen and give sound advice without question and awful criticism eventhough there are plenty to crticize about. I have little pain threshold for those blows. So I just keep it here in my little box for the meantime til I can take a breather.

Thank God it's Sunday, my only rest day!

So our 2nd week of review ended with a bang, as the RGO Review Center gave an Acquaintance Party for us. And of course, not but definitely not the least, our 2nd lecturer was Mr. Michael Leocadio who is "medyo gwapo" in fairness. He is said to be the John Pratts look alike daw. Talaga nga naman, when you look at him for hours lecturing about Communicable Disease, para nga namang kahawig nya nga si John Pratts. Mas good looking pa nga kaysa sa artista eh. Kaya naman ang mga girls eh talagang nagaagawan sa mga bakla para makaupo lang sa unahan. hahaha, echuusss!

I liked his teaching strategy of photographic memory. He explains in simpler more specific the diseases by using pictures to better understand and aid our memorization. Ipopost ko sana dito yung sample pictures but then, since I'm a nurse (naks!), Right to Confidentiality is very important to me, kaya picture na lang ni Sir Michael with my friends. Me? nah, not very fond of being in pictures. Sa hitsura pa lang ni Sir, d nyo na aakalaing sumacumlaude sya. Oh bongga noh! Mukha pa syang bench model. hahaha!

Pero guys, mas gwapo cya sa personal!

I still have a lot of notes to rewrite, thank God it's Sunday, the only rest day I have since my week is always full and will be til the end of this last and final semester! Woohoo. I'm feeling it. Do help me pray that I can finish my scrubs so that I can graduate!

Opening of the In-House Review.. Dugyot!

Yesterday, Nov.14, was the start of our in-house nursing licensure exam review. It was a good start! Sir Mark Asuncion lectured the Comm. Health Nursing topic, one of the boringest topic but with him... it was never a bore, from 10am till 7pm, majority of the students were still full of life and energetically participating all throughout the session. Idol kita sir! Dugyot! hahaha. Sosyal pa ang aming review kasi nasa SM Cinema 1 pa, oh dba ang yaman na talaga ng new administration ng school namin.

Sir Mark // My friends Ann & Erl

Ang tagal naman ng Pacquiao and Cotto fight. Palibhasa delayed na nga dito sa Pinas, hehehe! I'm pretty sure my family in Cali already watching and will know who won, very soon... Haizt. Dami pa akong gagawin ngayong araw na to, mostly rewriting my notes and memorizing 52 and more asian countries for tomorrow's quiz on Asian Civilization. Imagine ha, ano kaya ang kinalaman ng Asian Civ subject sa Nursing? And to think they placed this subject on the very last semester. Pasaway talaga! hahaha, imbes na maluwag na sana ang schedules at mga scrubs at completion of duties na lang aatupagin ko, may mga pa drawing2x pa ako ng flags na dapat alalanin pa, hay naku! Kung si Sir Mark pa, DUGYOT! hahaha, expression nya kasi yun and I think if you know him, you can attest to that!

Cge mga mongoloids! Ta-tah for now.

I gotta feeling..

Wow, it's been eons since I've last blogged. hahaha! Obvious ba, nagbubusy-busyhan kasi ang lola nyo eh! You know naman, its the last and final semester before I'm totally done with nursing school, naku! napapakanta tuloy ako ng, "I gotta feeling..." ng BEP. Sensya na ha, just so hyper right now because I've choked down an espresso earlier this evening and thus it's 1am and I'm still up and about here in my room.

News? Well, first and top of my list, I want to congratulate the newly weds, my good friend Dom and his lovely wife, Roxanne. I'm happy they really ended up together, I mean, with all the drama before, who knew! hahaha. Congrats Dom, matanda ka na official na yan! Sorry I didn't get to attend your wedding ha, masama kasi ang panahon and dad won't let me travel. Echos! haha, sa totoo nyan Dom, wala akong pamasahe, ginastos ko na lahat sa completion duties ko for delivery room! So you can't blame me, I'm broke nung mga araw na yun. But nevertheless, I'm so very glad for the both of you, great pictures and here's one I grabbed from Roxy's facebook and friendster:

How cute right? Looking good together, forever!

Anyhow, I'm selling my 1973 Volkswagen for only 60,000 pesos. So whoever is interested, I'm just here just a holler away. Here's a picture:
There's more pictures if you're really interested in buying. Newly painted, well maintained and handlew with care for all these years yan. Certified.

Nowadays, I've been quite addicted to Farmville, Yoville, Cafe World during my spare time. I rarely open my Friendster na nga because I'm always excited to harvest, cook and decorate my apartment. hahaha! But I have to be more serious when our in-house review for the NLE board exam starts. Bukas na nga ang orientation. Just mentioning and typing the words NLE board exam gives me goosebumps. Quite nervous na ako eventhough the exam is not until I graduate next year, still, it's not something worth taking for granted. I spent 3 years away from my comfort zone just so I can have a good future and I'm not about to blew it up now nor later.

Hmm. By the way, I just wanna let you know that I jumped a 5-6ft waterfalls 2 weeks ago, and it was my first time ever to jump anything high! It took a lot of courage doing it but it felt really good accomplishing something out of the ordinary for a change! Phew! The danger it brings, awesome feeling. In picture, it doesn't look that high, but in actual scenario, dengg.. everything higher than my height is high enough for me already! hahaha!

Ambakan Falls, Guimaras Island

That ends my little run down of this I've done these past weeks of not blogging. I do hope I can update my blog more often. But then again, I might be hooked up harvesting and cooking and decorating again. hahaha!

xoxo, CEE