Mwah

Good early morning madlang people! I know I'm supposed to be sleeping already but there's just something that keeps me out of it obviously. And no, no... I'm not going to do the whole EMO-tional melodramatic blog post that I've been doing for the past 2 or something months now hehehe! Yeah took me that long huh, yikes!

Well anyway, someone made me smile tonight. It was so out of the blue. I never knew that person had been there at a distance, just watching, trying maybe, and that all this time I just completely ignored him because I thought that he was just in it for the show. But now I realized he was doing it because he wanted me to be aware that he exists somehow.

Ahhh...

You think I'm going to go through another whirlwind romance thingy? Hmm.. not yet. I'll enjoy singlehood for a while, but you know, I'm not getting any younger either so I hope it won't be a long wait again.

He's right, time will tell. He said, "Punta naman ako U.S. if not this year, early next year. I will find you." Naks, bigla ko na sanang kainin ang celphone ko...kinilig ang lola eh pano ba yan! hehe! But I won't hold on entirely to that thought because I can't deal with expectations anymore, they eat the best of me. So, for now its a good start, I'll try to make it as one of my inspirations for a new beginning.

It ain't easy you know. I'll just be around. I'm tired pleasing anybody right now. I want them to please me instead, and I'm not that hard to please. I laugh at corny jokes, how hard can it be? hehehe!

Ok, now my rant is over. I'll head to bed because I have a big day tomorrow. I'm going to line up to renew my passport at DFA office. Yeah, sarcastically fun. Ciao for now!