Some Mornings are Better

just sippin’ my morning iced caramel coffee at Starbucks, UC Riverside village :]

Down & Under

I’m tired. Tired fighting the battle. Tired hiding in the open. I don’t want it anymore. I need for it to stop. I need to win somehow. These are the days when I wish God would listen to me more carefully. That He would give this to me for I never asked anything I didn’t really need until now. A simple task yet an undertaking to me nevertheless. I just wished that it will all go well as how my life has turned out to be. I don’t want to lose in this battle anymore. I may be a survivor; always kept my head up and stood up straight and all, but I am just but human who can get hurt and can break down when life is too much to carry anymore. Please give me the change I deserve Oh Lord. Please answer my plea.

Take chances, take a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with whom, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel, always. Be you, and be okay with it. ♥

LSS

na-LSS on this Lady Antebellum song, “Just a Kiss”; this is for all the lovers out there who are in a long-distance relationship. Mabuhay kayo! I was once a non-believer of this kind of relationship, I thought it never works. But then, that was a long time ago. I found out that it DOES work, but it’s just NOT for ALL. It only works on certain people who are willing to risk and take chances, holding on to almost nothing at all. Everything is on the line pagnagmahal ka sa ganitong sitwasyon. That’s what makes it a great test of love, faith, trust, loyalty, deep friendship and patience. No reasons. No excuses. Love.

I like when a guy makes me feel like a woman and a little girl at the same time. ♥

Hopeful. Wishing.

It’s nice to have my private lovelife back — not too many people know who’s making me happy everyday; who’s the reason behind my smile; and who keeps me excited of what’s to come in the days ahead. For once, I don’t have to explain myself to anyone nor worry about stupid rumors and useless comments. I don’t have to listen to anybody telling me who I should and shouldn’t be with; who is “bagay or not” for me. I don’t have to love according to a status symbol that “the rich marry the rich” and the inadequate would just be better off with someone down that line. Because in my world, there are no levels, classes and standards to live up to when it comes to loving someone faithfully. I’d rather based it on love, trust, faith, patience and lotsa hard-work. A classic example are my parents, they weren’t well endowed with things back in the days but they love and supported each other all the way and with hardwork and patience we are where we are right now because of that and not because of some foolish connotation. Don’t be afraid to chance upon someone and be ready to take big leaps for your relationship to keep going. No matter what you do, try your very best to make things work and make ends meet. Never get discouraged easily when life turns up to be a long and winding road because the more patience and hardwork you put into your relationship, the more it becomes stronger, wiser and unstoppable as time passes by. And time moves quickly, before you know it, you are already at the pedestal of happily ever afters.

Celebrating 4th of July, yearning.

The more I am away from you, The more I want you here. The more I do without your love, The more I want you near. I know that it makes little sense To want what’s not around, But there’s just one true love for me And that’s the one I’ve found.

Meet my travel buddy.