Down & Under

I’m tired. Tired fighting the battle. Tired hiding in the open. I don’t want it anymore. I need for it to stop. I need to win somehow. These are the days when I wish God would listen to me more carefully. That He would give this to me for I never asked anything I didn’t really need until now. A simple task yet an undertaking to me nevertheless. I just wished that it will all go well as how my life has turned out to be. I don’t want to lose in this battle anymore. I may be a survivor; always kept my head up and stood up straight and all, but I am just but human who can get hurt and can break down when life is too much to carry anymore. Please give me the change I deserve Oh Lord. Please answer my plea.