CRUSHING'S SYNDROME

My crush from one of my biology classes borrowed my pencil this morning, for some reason, he just forgot to bring one, though he's pretty much aware that we have an exam that hour! Hahahaha...but I was too busy trying to keep whatever I've studied to remain inside my head and plus I was already in cloud 9 when he spoke(hehe)so I didn't bother asking him (as a joke or something) why he didn't have any pencil with him. I just smiled my best, handed the pencil and told him to just sharpen it if he wants to. He smiled and I just got distracted even more (hahaha).

Simple things like this, perks me up and makes my day. I guess, this is what happens when your single and just loves life's everyday. Yeah, being almost in the mid 20's, having crushes is like "WHAT?!?!?! you're still hang up on those craps? C'mon!" But sure thing, I am and I won't deny any of it. I don't have a boyfriend and I don't intend to have one (it depends) until I can figure out what I really want to happen in my life. And so this is the beauty of being single, enjoying every angle of womanhood.

It gets pretty lonely sometimes but this is a part of life indeed. We gain some, we lose some. It's a fair game. And there is really some truths about waiting for a special someone to sweep us off our feet. I haven't given up yet, probably he also has some things preoccupying him at the moment that he can't sweep me off my feet yet hehehe.

I'm just happy that my crush seemed to have noticed me today, even in lab, he was playing with my chair, you know those kind of computer chairs that rotate around, well the professor was explaining what we're going to do in lab right, and it was getting boring (its a Friday what do you expect) and so I don't know what has gotten into him that he just decided to twirl my seat( he sits on the middle deck and I sit on the first deck but our chairs were side by side, same rows...and mind you this was just coincidental ok hehe I didn't plan it duh). I was surprised and I tapped his leg playfully with my pen and he laughed hehe grrr.... but that was it, there was A MOMENT THERE I believe, but I'm such an introvert that I just let it pass by, my oh my hehehe, me and my bitter life story.

Why do you even read this hehehe...

My quote for today: "Study like you've never prayed. Pray like you've never studied."