Arrgghh.

You know it bugs me when people tell me things like, "Are you really sure you're going to study there? Baka mamaya maglalakwatsa galore ka lang dun." (rolling my eyes) I mean mind your freakin' business. And helloo... I am quite too old for games this time around coz I'm not getting any younger anymore and I need this very much so believe me when I say this is strictly what it's suppose to be. It's so hard to please people yet it's so easy to talk shit about them. And I'm not about to kiss anybody's butt just because they won't believe that I can be responsible too that I'm not all cute and cuddly all the time. Actually I'm sick being called cute, it's so overrated. Besides, I don't have any other options left unlike some people who think this is stupid. At least they have all the amenties in life, they've been lucky enough to survive this trip while I stumbled every step of the way. This is my way of turning things around, by finding myself and where I can walk a little more straighter this time. I don't like what's happening in my life and so I need a major change.

I'm starting over. I hope I won't screw it up.