Coffee Break.

I don't usually drink coffee. I should say "rarely" instead of usually. Out of the inquisitive idea that coffee gives you stimulant to continue your stressful work, I imbibe it once a night already because I need extra hours to stay awake. Today nothing much happened at school, it was good coz there were no quizzes and whatever surprises. But the dreaded Midterms is only 3 days from now.

Last night, as I tried to keep myself awake from all the studying I've been doing, I just decided to buzz and disturb online peeps on my messenger since my busy bodied boyfriend went log off all too suddenly and called up saying he's in some mall already yesterday. I chatted for a couple of minutes to some people I know, I envied some for going somewhere or have gone to places already this summer. Actually I've received a lot of invitations this summer. Several of my friends from Cali, went home and they invited me to go to Pearl Farm in Davao, Amanpulo in Palawan, in Batanes, Vigan, Tagaytay... blah blah blah! Enumerating all of those stings my heart because I've been wanting to go there since I got back here but haiii... how will I do that when all I face now are these damn books! Even Boracay, I haven't been yet for so long now almost 10years!

Dream on m0ieee.. hehehe eventhough I will have the time later on to visit, it's money-wise that I don't freakin' have. Bummer. If only there's just more decent jobs for undergrads rather than call centers, I'd probably have one for my personal allowance. Gosh, not that I'm complaining, really I'm not and it's fine, but it's been a while already since I bought my last pair of shoes, shirt, kikay accessories and more. I don't even have an allowance that I can save because the money for bills and whatever expenses at home and concerning my sick grandma, aren't enough. So the only everyday expenses for my own would consist of my lunch and jeepney fare. Other than that, it's all window-shopping for me.

Hmm.. whatever, as long as I can still eat meals for the day, then that's all that matters for now.