Damn.

First of all, Happy 3rd h0ney! I didn't know if he remembered though, but like he said, he doesn't like greeting monthsaries so I let him be, I don't want to argue even though I'm not agreeing to his reasons. I like greeting every month coz it measures how far you've been together and how time flies by when you least expect it. These months are critical months to a prosperous 1 year, so this shouldn't be ignored for me. Anyway...............

OMG, my week has been super busy! Busy in a sense that I keep breaking down and keep whining about it. To sum up all my normal night's sleep this week, will only be consisting of 5 hours (1 hr each day). Everyday, I merely drag myself to class and wish, 29th of May will come soon and let all this be over. My first quiz was a pain to think about, I'm pretty sure I didn't do well and I really don't care either.

My patience has been shorter these days, I can just snap angrily at you once you can't understand me, or I can just stare at you blankly and not say anything at all, or I'll just tell you I "understand" you to avoid any more arguements and any more chitchats because I get irritated easily.

And plus, I've been consoling this childhood adopted kuya of mine, who got so crashed and torn down to pieces when he and his fiance broke up and to think they were already living together (live-in). He is suicidal already because according to him, she was his true love and he gave her all. He endured a lot of pain and suffering just saving this relationship but in the end, they still broke up despite everything he's done. And I knew the moment he talked to me about this tragic love story, that God wanted him to seek my help because I am one of the few people in his life who he listens to, even though we argue more because of clashing stubborn mentalities. But he do listens and tries to incorporate it in his life.

Haiii, I can't even solve my own problems, yet I still help others with their own set of problems, it so ironic, DAMN.

*lonely... so lonely right now and the song update I have here in my blog is my desert for the moment (Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis)*