Speechless.

Interesting week.

Earlier this week, I was surprised to get the highest score in our critical thinking exam. Damn, does that mean I criticize a lot better now??? haha, that's a first. I don't usually do well on those kinds of exam because I don't like reading pretty lengthy paragraphs and analyze, that bores me. But as I said, there's always a first. Probably I was just inspired. *big winning smile*

Later this week, I got my bug wagen back. Woohoo. I thought it was registered already but it turns out it wasn't yet. Dad said to ask my uncle in Bacolod about the full coverage insurance thingy first before registering it. So I can only use the car weekends where there's not much traffic aides roaming around. It has a weird color, my friends who saw "Kit" (that's the name my dad gave his first car, which is now passed on to me) that the color is cool. It shines especially at night, its like metallic during night time because the color is a very dark (weird) blue, that when at night it can be mistaken as black. Gosh, I dunno how to describe it really! haha!

Just see for yourself:


Anyway, just a while ago, I attended the wake of my fiance's sister. I really didn't wanna go for reasons that I'm such an introvert, and him not being here too, I actually don't know what to do. But because I know him better although he didn't force me or anything, I still had an inkling feeling that he did want me there. So I went discretely and brought my close friend, Nes, with me for a comfort zone. When we got there in the church I went directly to his dad, and extended my condolences. His dad still managed to introduced me to some of the people there too. Unbelievable really considering the condition. I just smile through the whole process.

Since I'm a very observant person, I have a lot in my mind that afternoon. Questions which he promised to answer when he gets home. Frankly speaking, I don't like attending wakes. Especially the final blessing parts and stuff coz that's where all the hard cries, sad pangs, melodramatic songs enter. Why? (hello?!? I'm a crybaby remember.. so I can't help but get teary-eyed too, and of course as I was observing everyone there, my mind floated to my fiance who is out there somewhere alone and wished I was with him at this very moment). *sad smile*

As we were on our way home, Nes, surprised me when she said, "Plangga ka gid man gurl sang future father-in-law mo ah, notice ko lang" (translates: "Your future father-in-law really do love you gurl, I noticed.") Probably because when we asked permission to go home, Tito placed his arm around my shoulders and pressed me near him almost into a hug, smiled, leaned his head on top of mine for a couple of seconds before he let go.

Aww.. sweet.. Speechless.

At that moment, I felt like family.