Freaky Friday.

My family went back to Cali already and last Wednesday was their flight back. Good thing I was done early that day that I still caught them in the airport. It was hard saying goodbye again, driving to school with my sunglasses on that Wednesday morning fighting back the tears forming on my lower eyelids from falling down as I wake my lil brother up to say "goodbye" and looking at him looking away from me because he's about to cry himself was always hard times for me. So I was so glad I was still able to catch them at the airport and see them for the last time in I guess, another year again. I probably won't be home for the holidays this year and the next because of my hospital duties and ripped bank account coz of all the expenses these past 4 months ( my grandma's death and everything). I only have my tuition money in there. Everything else, I pay in card, owing the money I don't know how much already. But nevertheless, I was glad they came and reduced my sadness and longing for loved ones even just for 45 days.

Now it's back to being serious with my studies, but it's hard to live in a home composed of only myself and a helper. I miss my grandma and her talkative nurse aide. So this is the part where I have to say again, "LIFE MUST GO ON."

Anyway, this morning was our white duty uniform dress rehearsal @ school in preparation for the official hospital duty schedules on July 21 or 24. It was fun actually, it was just today that I was eager to go to school hahaha, because I like our white uniforms, looking rather decent today hahaha. After uniform and requirements checking, we didn't have classes in the afternoon. After picture takings and stuff, me and my friends changed into our go clothes and went around the city. We visited one of our friends father whom she hasn't seen for quite awhile because her parents are separated and his dad texted that he misses her, and so we told her that we'll go with her for moral support. She didn't wana go at first since she's embarrassed about her situation but we told her it's alright and everybody has secrets and no life is perfect no matter how we assume it is.

There I saw the other side of my bubbly girlfriend Emzkie. Now I understood her outward bubbliness more and where she got it from. It was a good revelation. Thanks for sharing it with us Emz. At least I can add you up to the list of my "true" friends. It's hard to have one nowadays. I know, I know it's surprising for that line to come from me but seriously, I have lots of friends, countless even but those friends I thought knows me and I thought are closest to me are the ones who'll kill me with greed, envy and false pride. My dad was right, you can have plenty of friends, but you can just pinpoint 1 or 2 who stands out the truest. That's why no more "best"friends for me, that's a "jinx" word already. I'll call ya'll "close" from now on. Nowadays, I associate "bestfriends" to my enemies and to the animals I hate. Haiiz..it's heck of a cruel world eventhough I'm not doing anything to aggravate them.

How was the basketball game by the way honey??? You ditched our Friday chat for basketball! Typical... HEHEHE! kidding sweetie I know you told me beforehand you have a game today. It's just me missing you who is talking sarcastically here again. Mwaaahhh! Love you.

Lights out for me!