8/11/08

Yum.

In summary, today was a rather good day. My quizzes are up and running well again, and I'm more in tune with what's happening around me. I'm beginning to like them. They ain't that bad after all. Yeah, I'm talking about the class I'm with now and till I graduate. I admit, competency will always be present, but I'm now starting to adjust that this is where I am now and I should join or forever will I torture myself.

Thanks Chao for the nursing t-shirt! Haha, I asked one of my former classmate, last semester, last acquaintance party if I can have his shirt since they made one for their section and we didn't. We only had a class customized buttons to signify our section. Gladly he said yes and he'll just give it to me once he washed it first. Well he texted me early this morning where my first period classroom was and he brought the t-shirt to me. Yipee I have a nursing t-shirt already for free! I don't really collect t-shirts, it just so happens that the shirt prints was a good one. So I asked if I can have it. Silly me.

I also finished my Community Development report and though our professor kept butting in when I was still reporting and discussing, it didn't really matter. I just wanted to get things over with. It's a burden to talk in front. I hate public speaking. Seriously! But all is well, thanks God.

Got home around 8:52pm, right when I was at the gate my boyfriend called and told me that he won't be able to chat with me later because he has basketball practice. In times before, I would feel bad about this but now, I'm starting to get used to it. I don't mind not being able to chat at all. I don't mind him not calling me everyday anymore but he still does. We always fight over this before because I don't like not having communication everyday, unlike those who are also in the same situation as we do, LDR, that they can last a day, or even a week of no communication at all. WELL I DON'T. But I don't want to start acting needy and pathetic so I'm adjusting. And in due time, I'd probably get over and can even last a month. I still feel bad, but I can't do anything about it. Coz the more I throw tantrums, the more my boyfriend thinks that I don't understand. So I'm not going to anymore. Whenever he says something, I'll just try to understand. So honey, cheers to that!

Oh well... life goes on right? I'll just do my assignment and sleep I guess. No use looking at an empty laptop with no one to talk to anyway right? Bitterness of life. Taste it. Yum.

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