6/30/05

BIG SIGH

i dont know how to act around you
because i dont want to give you the idea
that i really like you.. for you're in a relationship
and im not about to get in between the two of you.

but when i see your efforts of care for me
i can't help it, to not honestly think that you really do.
especially when outta the blue, you called!
i havent felt chills of excitement like that for a long time
i love it, i cant deny.

i guess this is just about it for us
friends...just friends.
though when i think of you in the middle of the day
i just never fail to smile quietly.
but no, this is wrong, i have to hold back a little.

i want you to be happy and not feel confuse
what you have with her is special, i know.
eventhough ours might be more than special.
we just have to leave it like that at least for the meantime.
until when? i know i can't wait forever, can you?

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