Wouldn't it be weird, when all the guys say sorry to you because they blurted out their feelings for you, and yet never stood up strong for it? Kakainis noh? But I'm used to it anyway...noon I cry over it coz they can't wait for me, but now, I don't really mind at all, I just laugh about it coz somewhere out there, I know they do care about me at some point in their lives. Sucks when you live away from home, and then all of a sudden, someone comes along and he's just a thousand miles away from you...buti sana kung nandoon parin ako ngayon malamang, my prince charming's just a mall away from me.
I don't believe in long distance relationship either. But that's just my opinion, and I really do admire those who can go through all the trouble communicating and trusting each other just to make their relationship work. Maybe I'm just immature when it comes to this. I've experienced it but then, guess who made the first move to back out...yup ME. There's nothing wrong but then, I don't want someone to wait for me anymore because to me, it means I'm selfish. Why? Nothing. I'm just afraid to hinder any happiness that might come their way that's more than I could give for now, that's why I don't let possibilities wait for me.
I'm just happy that I, at some extent, made them happy. If you're going to ask me, if I'm sad about any of this, of course I wouldn't deny that fact. Who wouldn't be, right? It's really nice if there's really someone out there waiting for me...because it gives me hope and inspiration somehow to work hard for the future ahead ...but I guess it's just going to be dream for me, and nothing else. Wala lang, maybe it's just fate.
There's always a purpose for everything, I guess. So hey, why should I be glum? Gusto ko naman to eh dba? *big sigh*
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