IT'S NEAR

the time is near
it seems i can finally smell
the long time longing to be with u
yet amidst of it all, im scared
for when that time is reached
i will b able to see u again
in turn, ill be sad for i knw
u have someone else loving u
the way ive been loving u all my life.

but i gotta face reality
ill still tell u how i feel about u
eventhough there's no point of even telling
coz im pretty sure, whatever ill say or do
our story will never begin in a lifetime
for ur just the boy ive partnered every school dances
for ur just the boy ive played GI Joe coz ur an only child

but mostly..........

im just and will always be the new girl in school
who constantly left,
and will always be leaving ur heart empty.
SO IM NOT WORTH IT, am i?