THROWBACKS are words, phrases and/or sentences in mOieee's vocabulary that are mostly at the back of my head wanting to say them to person(s) but never really said them verbally for fear of humiliation, rejection, utter disgust and worse...realizations.
Why do I still continue to hope when I'm already hurting.
You are so near yet it feels like you're never here.
I know you like her but she's not the only one left in this world wanting to gain experiences with you.
Everytime I try to stop myself from falling for you, you make it even more harder for me to stop.
Those tiny little thoughtful things you do makes it even more difficult not to admit that I do like you more than you know.
I don't like this feeling I'm feeling for you. It weirds me out yet I can't resist sometimes. grrr.
Know that even though I have feelings for you, I won't let it jeopardize our friendship because I can tell that we are never going to be more than just friends.
I lose. She wins. You win. Ouch!
It's fun giving advices, it masks my own dilemmas and sometimes I learn from what I advice. Sometimes I surprise myself.
Damn. Why you? Arrrgggghhhhh....
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