What will be..will be

Realizations hit me again last weekend. Subject on letting go. Yes letting go. Some people do tend to not let go and risk being hurt. They'd rather get hurt and live with the pain than take a step back and go somewhere else where they can be more happier. But no, they tend to stay because the more complicated the more they want to be in the situation. Weird right? And here I am always running away when things get so overly complicated. Hehe it's nice to actually know and see someone who has a different perspective than I have. I used to be the type of person who runs away everytime I get caught up with dilemmas of the heart because I don't want to get hurt anymore. I easily fall in love and I easily fall out of love before and I can't be that same person, vulnerable and gullible anymore. I've learned a lot and to learn a lot sometimes bring hesitating moments when love knocks on my door again. I just want someone who won't hurt me for once, coz I'm tired of being hurt because I know and feel that I deserve better.

So anyway, I'm one of those friendster freaks who constantly change profiles and musics and medias...blah blah blah! As I came to the part where it says 'Who I Want To Meet' instead of writing friends like most people do I placed this:

i wanna meet some1 who can smile and laugh with me, who's not afraid to choose a stand and take a chance, whom i can trust in good and bad times, who's not afraid to act dorky and silly, who has a good sense of humor, who simply won't get tired of me and what we have, who will always be there, who loves watching the setting sun with me, who loves traveling around, who knows how to have a good time and be laid-back and lazy, who's understanding and respectful, who's dedicated to making life better, who's determined to reach his goals, who knows how to dream, who never gives up easily, who would return and reciprocate the love given to him, who will be a fellow hopeless romantic, whom i can easily talk to and is not afraid to show emotions, whom i can just spend the best and worse days of my life with no pretentions and worries and lastly but never the least, who can say the phrase, "I LOVE YOU" and really means it.

Hayy where art thou?