a 2nd Courser and from States.

Now I know why mah mum reminded me to be discreet about telling people that I'm from the states and all.

OMG... Last Friday was our first return demonstration on the components of universal precaution (handwashing,wearing of surgical cap,mask,gown blah blah blah) and of course holding on to an "A" last name is always a given to be the first on the list to be tortured. Hehe, why am I not surprise!

But it did went well, thank goodness the C.I.(clinical instructor) who got me was rather nice and patient. She even taught me a few tips and techniques so as not to confuse myself with so many procedures. It's been weird in the school lately. Or maybe I'm just paranoid but I think my professors and clinical instructors are observing me closely. Since I'm probably one of the top students, a second courser from the states...I have a feeling they are watching my every moves. Paranoid as I can be, I can't help but noticed that. I don't know other C.I.s' but they somehow acknowledge or know me. Hmmm. Nah..erase erase! I hope not. I hope they don't expect so much of me. You see not because I'm humble, but I just don't want to be recognized much, not really into the glitz and glam of school life though many crave to be, but I just don't want to be in those positions wherein they expect you to perform 100% in everything you do.

All I know is I'm doing the best I can. That's it. I even told my friend Nes, who's also a 2nd courser herself and she agreed too. She is the class chairman, our president in our section and she kinda feels the same way that professors and C.Is' are watching our every move. Damn this pressure. Haha. I'm not rooting to be on the top, it's just I study well I guess. I have all the inspirations in the world right now and everything is working well for me I guess. Dramas hehe. Maybe I'm paranoid.

Oh well it's still the prelims. Let's wait and see for the midterms and finals. Wooh!