HUH?!

I was caught swimming in your direction again
You said "Hi" and I just embarrassly nod.
What was I thinking?
You actually noticed me today.

I thought I was invisible but you saw me
And somehow it felt good.. actually really good.
Off guard as I am, I do the same thing over and over again
Be shy, and hide, yeah damn right.

I have always known that if you like a person,
tell him that you do, right?
But boy, it's but easier said than done alright.
Darn, come to think of it,
You sometimes do regret, if you don't make a move.

Though as meek as I am, I'm kind of used to this situation anyway,
For it happens countless times and eventhough it does happen,
Still it doesn't seem to bother me if it passes me by.
You may think I'm not ready but believe me I do.
So what's keeping me away, you may ask?

Being hurt the way I did before, is maybe one factor.
No one really see that day coming but it did,
And sadly it happened to me.
So yeah, you're right, I'm afraid.
Scared as hell, traumatized as the setting sun,
Worser than the sunken ship.