Hinga ng malalim, dahil this is the night, I'm going to blurt out the biggest decision I've ever made in my entire life. Biggest ever, that can shape my future...which frankly speaking can go either way --- I'm just glad that there's only the good way or the bad way. Ahhhh the pressure. Believe me, this is very tough for me. Telling my parents that I'm going to do exactly the opposite of what they want for my future. Nightmare...I'm totally hyperventilating right now.
This is why I hate to be the good girl.. yes, stress on the word "good." My first to say the "NO" word to the two person I love the most. Oh God help me! Why is so hard! I'm going to die. I've cried for every single day this week. It is that...freakin' HARD! But I can't waste anymore time. Because time is against me right now..and probably later on, my parents will be against me too.
My hands and feet are all cold and clammy, and my body's all shaking. It's like getting ready for a public speaking, gosh! And I'm so not good with public speaking, I choke everytime. But I will act now, before it's too late.
Kudos for me! All the luck in the world I will need so thank you if you wished me good luck! IF you don't hear from me for the remaining week, please pray for me... It only means that I may be sentenced to whatever is. Ahhhhh.... I can do this!
4 comments:
I wish you well. God speed. You can do it!!
thanks!
i did it.. omigod i did it. i told them and i didn't expect that kind of reaction from them.
hmm..
o anu balita dito?
ayun nasabi ko na xa mga magulang ko na nakapagdecide na ako na magshift ng course whether they like it or not.
well my dad was fine with it.. my mom...uhmm ewan ko dun, silent treatment kmi ngaun. hayy..buhay!
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