Nakakatuwa c Superman, ang kaibigan kong nasa Jersey, tumawag kagabi, 11pm dito, 2am dun. Pauwi plang cya galing trabaho, naglalakad kasi 2 blocks away lang ang hospital na pinagtatrabahuan nya sa bahay ng auntie nya na dun cya kasalukuyang nakatira. Anyway, tumawag at binalitang kinikilig cya. *LAUGH MAH ASS OFF (lmao)* o db tawagan daw ba ako ng madaling araw para balitaang kinikilig cya...nawala na ang aking pagkaantok at patuloy parin ako sa pagtawa. Tumawag kasi ang matagal nya ng crush na c Lois Lane, pero hindi parin nya to pinopormahan (ewan ko ba dun), at meron lang kinwento sa kanya(ung usual chikahan ba), pero kinilig na kaagad ang mokong. hahaha. Out of the blue lang daw kasing tumawag, so parang sa kanya big deal na yun. Ang babaw noh? hehehe, pero I do understand, ganyan naman talaga tayo pag meron tayong mga crush, simple things are enough to make us fly away in lala land. *winks*
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I had my own kilig rin kahapon, well it was one of those uncertain weird kilig actually. A friend, who I haven't heard in a while every since that day I cancelled our meeting date in Manila last year, 7months (I know I'm sooo bad but I kinda had to coz I wasn't ready yet, you know that feeling wherein "I like it really but it's just not right?" --- that feeling.) Anyway, out of the blue, he IMed me, just this three words in cursive font with my fave color, BLUE --- "take care always"
I know that's maybe nothing but for me its more than something. We never had any connection anymore after that and so to me, this is enough to be something. I mean why would he care to IM me unexpectedly if he wasn't thinking of me even just for that moment. I was caught unaware, and it got me thinking, we did have something but I blew it away I guess. Me and my patheticness, sucks. Even my bestfriend wanted to kill me after I told her that we never met because I just somehow changed my mind. She told me it was not like me at all. She said I was always on the go for anything and she cried out loud, "You're single for goodness sake! What happened?" --hehehe I miss her and her loudness. But that's the awful truth. I'm a runner. *a heavy sigh*
7 comments:
waaaahhhh! i totally get how you feel. i have my kilig moments as well. it's those times you know when i feel that i want to give on him and then suddenly he makes his presence felt. a simple hi or take care does wonders to your system and it feels so nice to know and makes haba the hair that they're thinking of us too. sigh
you know, after a 6 yr relationship that didnt work out i feel like running myself. i mean i don't intend or plan to run it's just that my feet has its own brain.
i like what u said, my feet has its own brain..
and wow dats quite a long relationship, sayang nman ms kathie..or did it end for the best of both worlds?
hayy makontento na nga tayo sa kilig if that's the case sighed & smiled
walang sayang dun! time enjoyed wasting is not wasted, errr angkop ba yun sa topic? haha
hay naku tong dalawang to parehong nagkakasundo, mga sawing puso
alam mo honestly, gusto ko kayong makitang dalwang magkasama, nagkwekwentuhan nagtatawanan, saya nun noh? cile pa uuwi ka planohin natin yan! saka si lib
sure sure.. naisip ko na rin nga yan gi eh, cge this yr, hanap me ng lusot d2, uwi me dyan, kitakits tyo! woohoo, na excite tuloy me! haha.
@keloyd: i wouldn't consider myself sawing puso noh.
@moieee: its a case of i grew up and he got left behind. it wasnt a waste at all. i learned things from him. the great part is we separated in good terms it wasn't bloody. heheheh. Feb na naman, kiligan time uli.
woohoooo lovapoolooza.
bwhahah exciting =)
right on kathie! and im also not sawing puso keloyd noh... im full of love kaya! haha.
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