Kape at Chika

Im xo dehydrated right now. So i went and got myself a Java Chip Frappucino @ Starbucks. Sosyal! Lintik naman kseng Starbucks, dito pa nagpatayo malapit sa amin. Hehe! And as a Starbucks addict myself, the location was damn pleasurable. And to think I was drinking a frappucino on a 59degrees Fahrenheit weather (calculate it sa Celsius na lang kung alam nyo hehe)..which in short, malamig na ang panahon, malamig pa ang iniinom ko! I love it.

Anyway it's Monday and when I went to church yesterday and heard mass, I prayed that I will try to lighten things up and give myself a break from all the drama. SO, Im trying to reactivate myself back to my jolly carefree mood this week. I still have one assessment exam to take this coming Thursday and Im already freakin bored of reviewing the materials. Im not as prepared but Im confident to take it already. Me and my so-called determination, Im probably going nuts! hehe.

I talked to my kababata 2 days ago, and I told him that I finally let it out and I told him the thing I said about being guilty and all those crap and he laughed! Ano daw ba talaga gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko! hehehe. And by that, I'm determined to stop this madness na. This particular person, well, I dunno lang ha, pero kung sya ang magsabi at mangaral sa akin ng lahat ng dapat kong marinig at malaman tungkol sa mga problema't kadramahan ko sa buhay, I tend to listen to him maski na our ideas and perceptions almost always clash. Pero kung sya na ang magsabi, humihinahon ako. He's like my pacifier at some point. And to think, we are not that close and we haven't even spent a whole day together. But I knew him from puberty, I don't know how to connect that but that's just the way it goes I guess.

Kakatuwa nga, ayaw ko mang aminin pero, I think Im getting my inner strength from him. Scary! hehe. Hopefully Im not the only one who has a friend like this But I do am glad that I have him to air out my shit. Pagdating kasi sa problema ko, I dont know how to handle them sometimes, but if it was other's problems I am always the first to advice. Ganyan talaga siguro. We learn from others and they learn from us! hehe.

Hayyy pa Winter na naman. My kind of weather...subdued, cozy and romantic! =D